Yoz ..... many things happened recently .... missed church. Yesterday feeling guilty .... the devil's trying to tempt me from doing bad. Joseph teach me how to solve the prob .... bought a worship vcd for someone .... surprise ! Today was raining cats and dogs, this afternoon waited for 945 for 45 mins ..... super long man !!! Just now went online to view the sermons online. Stupid me ..... Until yesterday then I know that my cousin is from church of singapore ..... aunt say he stop going to church for so long .... dunno sure ornot leh. Learn some guitar lessons from my cousin during new yr .... so patient. Haiz .... tmr going for checkup again .... pray that I can gg for fri's makeup cg mtg..... dunno when then xw can give me quiz test then I can gg for victorious living.

Hello .... I'm back to blog again !!! Yesterday I was so worried that I can't gg for today's sv ..... then my cgl called me and said ' common ..... have faith in God '. So this morning I woke up at 920am, quite late ya? So I had my breakfast, still so worried .... then I told myself, Have faith in God! So I got changed and went out .... waited so long flag for a cab. Thank God that I reached church at 10.30am .... but I missed praise n worship. Today Pastor Kong preached abt Cultural Mandate and Pop Culture .... I m greatly blessed by Pastor Kong's sermon ! Praise God man .... so happy that I can sit inside the hall today .... but not so far away .... Praise God ! We sang the ' I got a Dream ' song Eng mixed Chinese .... we're on camera ... U know what .... I'm so worried these few days .... I need someone to buy the bs workbk for me .... But I know my God'll make a way for me, cos after sv I went to the attributes to buy the bs bk. So happy that today I can gg for sv .... I missed my church and cg and cgl n pastors. God, I pray that u can make a way for me to fulfill my 2nd arise n build pledge. May God bless those ppl who read my blog

This evening I went to my cousin's new house .... wow so nicely decorated! Beautiful man! N we had buffet . Tmr gottta try to gg for sv .... next tues must gg boon lay church to buy victorius living workbk .... next wk got quiz test .... Hmm ... szehui can't afford to fail ..... My mum always dun let me gg church ..... Arrgh! But al least I can gg for cg mtg n bs .... Thank God! I wanna buy a guitar! I am greatly blessed by my heavenly father and Jesus! Pray that my cg n my church will grow more bigger and more stronger n more united!!! May God Bless !

Yoz ... Today stayed at home in the morning while my bro and my mum went to the temple. So I helped out to do some housework ... yesterday I saw angeline my cousin at my third aunt's house ... can't recognise her. Then my bro asked me, hey sis u dunno who is she meh? He ask me how come me and angeline seldom meet each other at church ... we not same cg mah ... then somemore angeline now in children ministry. Today cos I ask Joseph a lot of quests ... no wonder he asked me, y your mum always go temple? Went for dinner at my small aunt's house .... what a spread man! After dinner, me and Jane helped to washed the plates n bowls. Then they went to play play mahjong .... I dunno how to play . Then We took a cab home.

Yeah .... yesterday was chinese new yr eve ... had reunion lunch and dinner with my family. I was like so panic cos this morning we gotta get up early n hold incense to pray, but I can't so I ask Jo and Xiaowei .... they said cannot but unless no choice then just hold the incense but dun pray to the idols.... by faith in God. Today wake up early in the morning, thenwent to sleep again until 10am then eat my breakfast. But thak God my mum say I m born yr of goat or what ... I dunno lah. Then 12pm, my small aunt and her family came to my house ... after that We head off to my another auntie's house. Almost all of my aunts and uncles are there .... received so many hongbao .... stayed there for 1 hr. Then my small aunt send me n my mum back home. My bro reached home at 4pm with his gf. Then .... abt 5.30pm, We head off to my third aunt's house for dinner.... most of my relatives were there. My bro and his gf went off first, so I stayed back to accompany my mum, they're singing karaoke .... for 3 hrs bah ..... while my cousin teached me how to play guitar .... learned G Chord abit only lah. So We went off and reached home at 10pm.

Wow! Today I meet my Fifth Aunt at Lot 1 to pass her $60/= . The my aunt asked me if I eat my lunch already cos she wanna treat me eat lunch.... I say I haven eat .... So hungry. Then my aunt say we meet for my cousin first then we gg food court to eat Japanese Food... the food there so delicious . After that, We went Shopping and I took a bus home. Evening my grandma said my two aunts coming over to my house .... then she gave me early big hongbao! I also receive big hongbao from my big aunt. I wanna thank God that I m blessed by aunties. I m Greatly Blessed by My Heavenly Father. Just now my mum ask me y must I lift up my hands when I sing worship song .... stunned by her questions. She'll be angry but I dun care what the world throws at me .... because if I'm a christian living in a buddhist family that I m a buddhist in the past? I dunno what my mum is thinking in her mind. So excited chinese new year is coming ... dunno this year cg got gatherings or not ... Haiz ... I miss them. Sorry God, Forgive Me if I do anything wrong.

I've Got Your Word within
The promise of Truth
Nothing is Impossible with You
Upon the Rock I stand
With a Boldness in My Soul
Nothing is Impossible With You

Jesus I believe Your Answered Prayer
The Mountains Shall Move
When I speak Your Word

I've got Faith in Your Power
I've got the Holy Ghost Living in Me
I've got Faith You'll Deliver
Wherever I go I walk in Victory

All things are possible with You my Lord
All things are possible with You my Lord
All things are possible with You my Lord
I Believe, I Believe



I hearthe Cry of A Broken Generation
Can You hear the sound of a world In Need
These troubled times are the Ones We Live In
The Hope of Christ is What We Plead

I see Our Saviour, The Risen Lord
The Blood He's Shed, Has brought Us Life
No other Way, No other Solution
The Only Answer, To be One with Christ

Take Me to The Place
Where The Spirit of God Is
Holy Ghost, Empower Me
Run with The Gospel
I'll carry Revival
The Love of Christ

Ho Oh Oh Oh
Ho Oh Oh Oh
Ho Oh Oh Oh ...
( Repeat )

One with Jesus
One with My Lord
One with Jesus
One with My Lord

Hello .... Today I was not happy .... cos can't gg for CNY sv. But just now went online to view the CNY sv .... celebrating early CNY online sv with my church n my cg members. So, today Pastor Derek Dunn preached abt What Destroys Relationships ? Selfishness, Pride, Insecurity and Resentment Destroys Relationships. So from now, we must learn to forgive ppl who offends us just like the way how Jesus forgive our sins. Cos Forgiveness, Selflessness and Humility Builds Relationships. I m greatly blessed by Pastor Derek Dunn's sermon !!! Happy Chinese New Year to Everyone who reads my Blog !!!

Today I went to the Dental Clinic to wash my Teeth .... U know lah what I dread most is going to dental clinic, and the tools .... spent 30 mins wahing my teeth .... so painful .... finally it was done! So happily, my mum paid $50 for me! But I still gotta gg back for checkup, to bland my teeth and repair it .... this costs expensive!!! Finally I went home, gotta do my housework .... I must take care of my health then I can gg church. Now I must revise the whole book of my Christian Lifestyle cos bs exams is coming soon .... Oooh ..... szehui cant afford to fail man! Must pray that I'll be healthy and can gg for CNY sv on thurs and gathering with my friends! I asked Daniel if I can email him any quest and he said ok .... wow so nice of him! Today my dad bless my a early hongbao . Wanted to say Happy Birthday to someone but he not online leh .... so it'll be a belated birthday bah ?!

Yeah..... this afternoon met Joseph at woodlands for bs .... last lesson christian lifestyle. Waiting for so long .... so Hungry for the Word of God! Joseph is a guy of patience .... yup he explains well as long as he teach slower abit. So, well I gotta wait for sis xiaowei to give me the bs quiz test. So excited .... pray that I'll pass my bs test cos I wanna be a bs teacher in e future!!! Today learned abt spiritual gifts ... Yeah .... I going onto Victorious Living Soon! Another level for me !! Well... I greatly blessing by Joseph's teaching .... gd choice yea ? Hope I didn't chose the wrong bs teacher . After bs .... hey Jo passed me 2 cds given from Daniel . Sun Ho's cd and a worship cd ! Daniel knew I like it ... ritght choice? One of the Songs in the cd I love most ... How Awesome is this Place. Had a 1 hr 15 min bs .... see he thought 45 mins only. Went home at around 4pm, recruit express called n ask me to resume to them for admin job .... Hmm .... pray that I can get that admin job .... N I pray that I'll be healthy and my bro'll let me gg chc on thurs ... Holy Spirit give me wisdom n strength to do it..... I'm too tired .... dun wanna have a lonely CNY this yr .... hope that I can have gathering with my friends and my cg members!

Hope is found in Christ Divine
All my past I've left Behind
Let Your Glory Shine
All I've gained I counted lost
I press on to Your Higher Call
I long to know You more

This is the Hour
I can feel Your Power

Destiny calling out to Me
Closer God to Thee
Destiny, My Eternity
God in Heaven, You are all I need

Holy,Holy
God Almighty
Let the Whole world Sing
Glory,Glory
Jesus You shall Reign ....





Here is My Life Lord Jesus
All I have I give to You
You're My God and My Saviour
You make all things New

My Life is on the Altar
I give my Heart to You
In You I've foumd my purpose
My reason for living is You

You're My Source and My Salvation
Nothing compares to You
All of My Days, I Long to know You more
Holy Spirit Pour Down like Water
I'm hungry for Your Touch
Each Breath I take, I give My All to You

Your Words are Life Eternal
To Whom do I go besides You
My dreams and My desires
I lay them at Your feet

Jesus I give You All
All that I am is Yours ....

Yes .... today actually I wanted to gg for prayer mtg .... but its too late. So, I went to Bingren's House N376 makeup cg mtg instead. Actually I wanted to meet Helen, but she had already reached Bingren's House. So Hans called me and tel me the directions how to gg to Bingren's House. I reached Bingren's Hosue at 3pm ... 1 hr late .... but at least I make my way for cg mtg. Didn't bring my bible n pen along ... so shared abible with a guy beside me. After cg mtg, Bingren's dog ... that Lucky .... so kawaii ! We touched the dog .... Eee... Lucky's salvia ...it was so curious ... looking at my bag ?! Actually Hans wanted to send me to the bus-stop cos I want to gg home .... but in the end He teach his friend to play guitar. So I walked to the bus interchange with Liwei's cg members ... Helen, Jinru, Suling .... Etc. Today gotta know a new friend ... Hans friend .... Fukai when I was in the same mrt with him on the way back home. Haha .... They thought I love Jiarong ..... No lah! No one else yet ..... Amen!!! Pray that tmr can meet Joseph .... my new bs teacher .... for bible study end of christian lifestyle. Hmm .... Hans now on victorious living already, I wanna jia you!!! I want to be healthy, be more mature ..... know more abt the word of God, can gg into choir ministry, and be a bs teacher!!! Its my Dream !!!

Arrgh! This morning went marketing with my mum .... so dissapointed with my mum .... she say those words to make me sad! Today can't gg church .... mes.g Joseph those words n He told me not to give up unless I dun love God. So ... this afternoon, I went online to view sv .... suddenly I sense that my brother came home ..... Oh my gosh I nearly got caught! I must learn to be wiser n learn to keep secrets. So again at night, I went online to view last wk's sv .... Hmm its Rev. Dr. Ulf Ekman 's sermon ' Blessing'. Gotta pray again so that i can gg for tmr's prayer mtg.

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Hi .... I feel so bad .... actually I choose Lawrence to be my bs teacher, but I chose Joseph in the End. But, Thank God that Lawrence's a forgiving guy .... so nice n caring. Today dunno why suddenly Daniel call me and ask such strange things .... cos I worry for him mah, its confidential!!!! Wow .... I love my cg n my church n my family n friends around me, N of cos Jesus n God !

Things for me to do EveryDay :

- Pray for Abel
- Pray for my Dad n my family
- Pray for my cg n someone
- Pray for my Breakthrough
- See if I can gg for Prayer Mtg first .... Haiz
- Pray for Johnny
- Pray for church
- Pray for Xw and Lawrence

Oh God.... I pray I can gg for cg mtg n bs n for chinese new year. I miss my church n my everything .... I love to be in the house of God .... When u're there for me ..... I Believe that U'll Made A Way for me!!!

Haiz .... afternoon I went to recruit express ... cos I was late so I gotta wait. After interviewing me, the girl asked me to wait for reply for admin job. Today granny didnt cook dinner so I went to takeaway dinner. When I went home ... then I receive a mes.g from Daniel, he said he cant give me bs study anymore, cant be helper cos he needs to build up his spiritual life. He's really a nice n patience bs teacher, n its a blessing to have him as my bro in christ. I thank God for giving me so much wonderful things n my cg members caring for me and cgl. Hmm... I'll pray for Daniel, must learn to be understanding. How I wish that I could gg for mass class .... see how. Maybe for now, I'm still choosing a bs teacher. Must pray that I can gg for cg mtg n prayer mtg .... I believe that if God's there for me, Who can be Against Me?!

Today Rev. Dr Ulf Ekman came to our church to preach. This morning I got a bad stomache .... but in the afternoon, I feel alright. Actually today I really wanted to gg for the sv .... but I didn't gg. I MISS MY CHURCH .... N MY CG MEMBERS N MY EVERYTHINGS IN MY CHURCH !!! When ever I went online to view sv, I feel happy but inside my heart I feel miserable. WHY??? And having difficulties to have bs. Can someone pls pray for me? Thanks to those of my friends n my cg members who prayed for me. There're too much breakthroughs for me .... I still have a long long way for me to go . I must really learn to be more mature in my thinking .... n more practical. Actually I was thinking to buy apocket bible .... but see how first. I still love my precious moment bible, but too bad they dun have precious moment pocket bible. Hmm .... I must really pray that I can gg for tmr's sv. Chinese New Yr is coming .... finally ! Yeah I pray that I can gg church .... hees . I love to be in the House of God .... when the presence of God is with me .... and everyone! May God bless my cg and my church !!!!