Today I went to market with my mum .... so crowded and got pasar malam. So my mum bought many vegetables and fishes .... whoa so heavy .... after that we went to the coffeshop for breakfast. Then after having our breakfast, and we went home. Finally we reached home, so I helped my mum to pack up with the vegetables and the fishes. After that, I quickly went to prepare and change and went out. So I went to the bus stop, waited so long for mrt.... and it took 30mins to reach expo. But cos I was late for sv , so I had to sit all the way back cos all the seats in the hall are occupied. Today I'm greatly blessed by Rev Dr A. R. Bernard's preaching ... when the sv is abt to end, and we sang the Destiny song in chinese, my first time singing the song in chinese! After sv, I went to look for Daniel, Joseph, Lawrence, John, Quanshun. Actually I can have lunch with my cg members, but I chose to have bs cos Daniel is in the rush to gg back to the office. And I took a train home .... I reached home at 4pm. And I heard that my grandma got a fall, but Thank God its not so serious.

My cousin's Wedding

Yesterday I went to my aunt's house with my mum for my cousin's wedding cos of my cousin's traditional wedding ... Whoa many of the relatives and my cousin's friends ... we reached my aunt's house at 11am .... there got buffet, so finally its lunch time ... and there got buffet, n I got myself beehoon n curry and many delicious food. Waited for so long until 1pm, then my mum ask us to stay in the kitchen must wait for the bride and bridegroom to go into the house, then we can go to the living room, finally the wedding couple gg into the house ... whoa they looked so beautiful and handsome. Then my cousin's husband saw my aunt but he call her auntie, not mama.... cos shuqing say must drink the wedding cup of tea then call 'mama' .... they disturb disturb mah. Finally waited for half an hour, its time for the wedding cup of tea ceremony! My cousin 's mum and dad first, then follow by my sec aunt and sec uncle to third and her husband , and my mum, then my fifth aunt and her husband and six aunt and her husband followed ny last aunt and her husband. ... Then my cousin's bro and sisters. After that haha.... eh... how come we children and teenagers got hongbao but aunts they all dun have? I also dun understand???! I got so many relatives ya? N my father's side, I got 4 aunt and 1 uncle. So at around 330pm , we went home .... so I took a nap ... Hmm havin' a sweet dream with the music on .... then suddenly there was no music! I thought what happened to my hi-fi ... chey it was my mum ... N I wake up and eat some food, then went for a bath... Again I got myself dressed up and my makeup on, so me and my mum went downstairs to wait for my 3rd uncle's car to gg to my cousin's wedding dinenr. N we reached there at 745pm and we went into the ballroom it was so grand but the wedding dinner start at 8 plus, cos gotta wait for everybody to reach there.... wow the wedding couple invited so many ppl and so many tables .... and finally the bride and the bridegroom went to stage to cake the wedding cake and to pour the wine into the cups on the table which is on the stage. N after they finish doing that, then the waiters and the waitress serve us with delicious food, finally 10pm n its the last serving, the dessert ... ok lah. The service at the hotel restaurant was good man! Yes ... the wedding dinner had come to a end .... so I congrated my cousin and her husband and their in-laws and my aunt's family .... n me and my mum waited shuqing and her financee xiangkun to send us home. Fianlly we reached home!

Today can't gg for sv .... I miss everyone ... So I went out with my mum to my six aunt's shop to buy shoes ... and also ended up buying a few T-Shirts and dresses. Tmr we are going to attend my cousin's wedding. My mum is preparing for her dresses for tmr ... searching this and that one.

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Yesterday wake up early in the morning cos my aunties are coming over to my house, and then later gotta help my mum carry those stacks of account books to the audit firm ..... Then also went online to view last week's sv. Wow .... Delirious was there last week !!!! Praise God! N Pastor Tan Yeping preached abt How Shall We Live ? .... great sermon , I'm geatly blessed by his preaching. Hope that today I can gg for peiyun' cg ..... u know lah that makeup ... Heard tmr Pastor Kong's coming back to preach The Cultural Mandate ( Part B ). This week Daniel's having problems on his career .... Hmm ... looks like I've gotta pray for him. N also pray that he'll have enough time to give me bs .... cos I'm hungry for the Word of God man ....My mum says that tmr she'll bring me to my six aunt's shop to buy a pair of shoes .... well see how first .... cos for the wedding dinner and coming new year.

Today I went to the bank with my mum. My mum just sell away alot of newspaper and clothes and computer .... so I helped her and she gave me $5 . Actually tonaite I can gg out but suddenly I can't cos I last min then let my mum know. I feel so dissapointed cos' I can't gg for prayer mtg .... Hmm .... looks like gotta wait for next wk and see how lorx. Tmr must gg bank again to settle my things. Today spent $14 .... now I know only when u use your own money to spent then u'll feel the pinch . No wonder my grandma keep asking me to save money.

Hi all

Hi all .... yesterday went online to view the live sv ... abt what Pastor Kong preached last sun abt The Cultural Mandate sermon. I'm so blessed by Pastor Kong's preaching ... what he preached abt culture, 7 needs of human needs like spirituality, love, self-esteem, knowledge, freedom and aesthetic. And many more things . Now finally I realised one thing in my life, human beings are imperfect .... some ppl around u may betray u and some ppl may not betray u cos this's the way how u trust ppl. But to me, only God is perfect! So I'll learn to trust ppl carefully.... and learn to keep secrets. Now then I know that being human beings is not easy, but just be practical cos we gotta watch what we speak and listen. John is right .... the world is unfair so we must learn to be mature . Haiz.... being a christian is not so easy. Pray that I can attend tmr's prayer mtg, I love God's house and my bros and sis in christ and my everything. I so blessed to have friends and my cg members to care for me also Daniel ... he 's a gd bro in christ, Lawrence, Hans .... Xw, John and Irene and those ppl and my friends.

Hello

Hello everyone ..... I was so like what .... asked Daniel can eat offering food or not .... then he say eat by faith. Stupid of me yah?? Went online to view live services today .... , but I'll be more happy if can gg church for sv. .Learned something from the sermon online .... God has a destiny in our lifes for everyone. Cos Jesus is our strength ! The world is unfair .... I can't gg church for this and that .... why like this one? I can't wait for chinese new year to arrive man. But my mum saw me watching the live sv ... she just take a look and walk away. Thank God she didn't scold me .... Phew.

So sad today .... can't gg church for sv ..... can only gg online view live sv sometimes reception no good .... asked shiwah ... she said God is moulding me cos of breakthroughs again and again. Oh Holy Spirit ..... please give me wisdom to let me know what shld I do? Ya shiwah is right .... God wants to mould me to learn to be more mature. This afternoon went popular to buy worship cd cos my aunt bless me $$. Daniel asking me tmr going for sv or not .... I wanted to gg but dun have the strength to ask my bro .... I knew it ... must be 0% lah .... unless got special occasion or what. Stupid Me don't have the faith and strength to ask my bro ... Next wk got prayer mtg n our cg is involved at boon lay church .... pray that I can attend but still got to leave early. Hope that next wk Daniel'll be able to give me bs .... I'm hungry for the Word of God. And pray that I'll put God in the first place in my life no matter what happens to me .... I pray that God'll heal and cure my illness. Oh God .... help me . I feel so sad when I gg online to view the live sv cos I can't gg for sv.

My favourite songs

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care
What the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright


Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world
Would know your name
We're gonna be alright


Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know his word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
( We're gonna be alright )


Salvation is here
Salvation is here and it lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free


Salvation is here
Salvation is here and he lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause you are alive and you live in me

When my world was in darkness

You spoke Your word

Night turned into Day

Your beauty filled this Place

When my world stood in silence

You filled my heart

With songs that never end

Forever I will Praise

To think that the Universe

Could not withold Your Glory

You choose to live in me

I'm so amazed

( And ) I worship You Lord

My Life in You Restored

Here is my heart

Make it Your sanctuary

For nobody else

But Jesus only ( You )

You are faithful and true

Glorious Lord

All My Life

It is You I Adore

You've touched my soul

Completed my World I surrender to You

praise n worship songs

How Awesome is this Place
The Gate of Heaven
How Awesome is this Place
Here's Where I found You
Gave me a New Heart and a Family
Made My Dreams Dance for Joy


How Awesome is this Place
People are Healed Here
How Awesome is this Place
Blind Men can see Here
United We Stand in Your Purpose
Giving Our Lives
To Build Your Mighty Church


I Love Your House
It's Where Your Glory Dwells
I Love Your House
A Place filled with Miracles
It's Where people come into Your Love
Yes, I'm gonna Tell the World
How Awesome is this Place


How Awesome is this Place
Angels descend Here
How Awesome is this Place
History's Made Here
United We Stand in Your Presence
Giving Our Lives
To Build your Mighty Church



Your Greatness has No Boundaries
My Heart is filled with Praise
You Gave Your Life to Save Me
And I won't deny it


I am forever Greatful
To You the highest Praise
I am a Child of God
No I won't deny it
No I won't deny it


Great is Our God
Great is Our God
Make His Praise Loud
Make It Loud
Make It Loud


No I won't deny it
No I won't deny it


Great is Our God
Yeah He reigns forever

Shopping .....

Hi .... today went out with my mum and aunt .... and we went shopping at John Little cos got sale. Becos my aunt is a member of John Little, so we went there to buy bedsheets mah .... got discount .... my mum bought a flower type bedsheet and powerpuff girls bedsheet for me as there aren't many types of other bedsheets .... no choice offer mah. I was thinking ..... if I can gg for sun sv or not .... haiz I know the chances is quite low .... unless a miracle happens if my bro'll let me gg for sv. God ..... tell me what shld I do? I can't wait for chinese new year to come to visit my chc. Yah .... by the way I wanna thank God that I'm greatly blessed by my aunt for her gift, and things my mum bought for me although sometimes she dun like me to gg church. I dun expect her to get saved .... I only hope that she'll let me gg church and I'll be very happy already.

Yoz I'm back again! Today went to my auntie's house to learn how to make prawn roll ..... help her out.... yeah my second auntie blessed me a new pyjamas .... something like skirt. Hehe... I can save some money for this year's chinese new yr clothes. Arrgh .... I missed my bros and sis in christ .... n my everything in my church. Breakthrough and breakthrough again, I really feel like giving up! I'm very tired ... but Abel told me ..... trust in God cos his friend took a few yrs to overcome his breakthrough. Being a child of God is not easy, ya?? We live in a broken world .... human beings r imperfect, but only God is perfect. Anyway, my bro Lawrence is now doing property agent... so pray that everything is going to be smooth and right. Hehe.... so I can assist my bro and if he earns money, then I can have 10% commission.... I pray that this day will come soon, cos I really really need $$$ !!! Pray that God'll help me overcome my financial difficulties. I received a mes.g from Daniel ... He told me that he can't give me bs this week ..... somemore this sat can't gg church ..... how to have bs this sat??? My cousin is getting married on 21 Jan '07 .... oh... I need to attend her wedding dinner .... luckily I got a new skirt .... dont need to spent $$$ again. I feel that my blog is so boring .... hey how to make a tagboard? I really need to save $$$ !

Friday went out with John,Joseph,Roy.... Eric n Daniel and Xw and Lawrence .... yes we went to the cafe. We had a great time fellowshipping with one another.... order food and snacks and we play many games.... oh so exiciting man! Thank God I reached home in time. I missed ..... really really missed my bros in christ and also my sisters in christ alot .... can wait to gg back to church! I miss my church, pastors and my friends in church and everything!!!!! Yesterday and Today..... stayed at home help to clean the house as chinese new year is coming soon ...... today just went out with my mum .... but ended up buying no clothes .... but went ntuc to buy somethings. Recently ... I got some skirts and shirts from my mum and my auntie.

Yes!!! Long time never met my cg members.... I miss them .... But nvr mind later I can meet them at nite.... at cafe. So happy yesterday, when Amara Hotel to meet Daniel at Burger King to have Bible Study. Whoa.... had a 1 hr bs long man, after bs when we'll abt to leave, suddenly a guy went to Daniel and ask, why going to church is so important, and Daniel said that going to church so that we can praise n worship God n We can listen to the word of God and can fellowship more often. Cos that so called guy he stopped going to church for a long time cos of his parents objection .... thats y he ask Daniel that question. Anyway I hope that the guy will start to gg back to church.

Yeah! Finally my brother let me gg church for sv just cos of the Bethelem Candlelight X'mas and the Carnival X'mas Games. I was abit late when I reached church but still can make it on time.... so finally I found my cg members and we sat together.... some of them cos I'm abit late. So sv started.... and we sang many christmas songs n praise n worship songs. Finally we get to sit down and we watched the drama .... of Jesus Christ. Wow.... what a touching movie.... I' was touched man! So happy today.... Xw gave me a necklace for X'mas Gift.... and the rest of our gals in my E286 CG only. Then .... after watching the christmas drama, we sang songs and finally pastor kong then say let us take out our candle and we waited to lit the fire on the candle.... suddenly when I was singing the songs , then the Holy Spirit told me .... turned behind to see if anyone still haven lit the fire on the candle and I saw a gal who haven lit the candle, so I use my candle to lit the fire onto her candle.... and she smile. After sv, we headed to the X'mas Carnival Games.... actually Hankiong, John, Daniel Ang,Irene,Quanshun,Joanna and her friend Claris and another friend.... sorry I forgot her name. They asked me to gg for the bumpy ride but I refused to gg so they went ahead only me, hankiong and Claris. So after that I wanted to play games so Daniel blessed me the ticket and I win a monkey for the spin the ride games.... just have to turn and I got no 1. I also saw Cindy... actually I wanted to take the boat ride but Cindy say its for children so I did not play the boat ride game. After that.... so I went to see the guys play the soccer game.... so they called John's bro .... Adam to join them. And I saw Adam .... I chat with him then he say he's going to be a cg leader soon. So actually Adam is not so fierce, but friendly. I told Adam... u and John look two world apart from the looks, so he asked me .... Adam and John who look for more handsome? So I kept quiet.... and smiled. And Adam said,' of course its me lah!', so I told John and he said,'Yah....'