Arrgh! This morning went marketing with my mum .... so dissapointed with my mum .... she say those words to make me sad! Today can't gg church .... mes.g Joseph those words n He told me not to give up unless I dun love God. So ... this afternoon, I went online to view sv .... suddenly I sense that my brother came home ..... Oh my gosh I nearly got caught! I must learn to be wiser n learn to keep secrets. So again at night, I went online to view last wk's sv .... Hmm its Rev. Dr. Ulf Ekman 's sermon ' Blessing'. Gotta pray again so that i can gg for tmr's prayer mtg.