Ahem ahem ..... recently there's so many misunderstanding .... dunno what's going wrong with me lol. yesterday we celebrated xuemei's birthday .... guess she must be touched then when she speak .... justin helped her interpret .... then we went ahead to geylang to eat our dinner ....... whoa .... yesterday was like everyone's eating noodle .... ramen, banmen, spaghetti, and all sorts of noodle. Yesterday also took some pictures of me , xuemei and irene ..... promised xuemei to pass her the photos this comin'sat ..... well hope I'll remember lol. N somebody ask some of my cg members to care more and show more concern for me .... cos she cares for me. Well well ... what I can say is its all in the past ... cos I really don't have time to fellowship with my members, but now thank God I can fellowship more with my cg members and I realise that they really do care and show concern for me. Loving and caring for someone does not need to show it out, it comes naturally from our heart ..... and sometimes I might be overfriendly ..... thas y .... cos different kind of ppl have differnt kind of character, amen?
I have to learn to be more sensitive to other ppl's feelings and be independent .... if I want to go into spiritual maturity. But now ..... I just need to pass my quiz test and get a bs teacher for myself to continue for the bs! Today went for dance stomp .... learnig how to twist at the dance studio .... the teacher really has patient teaching ..... and I shld practise more at home perhaps if I dunno can ask daniel or vienna or joe ..... lol its so shoik and cool man!

yesterday I went for Rev Dr. Ulf Ekman's sv .... he preached abt FEAR .... amen i agreed like what he said , '' The just shall live by faith and not by fear! ''

- Fear'll hurt us.
- We fear because we're selfish.
- Love is God-centred, its unselfish.
- We must honor one another.
- If God's there for me , Who can be against me?

So let's kill our fear or else fear will kill our dreams and visions!
We must Trust in God, we must have faith in God.
Spirit of Faith + daring and risk taking!
- Fear is something a feeling of thought which you can't control.
- Fear is a torment, it is NOT appreciated!
- Fear Not, For I am with You!
We do not fear, cos the Lord's our Helper!

Strength Of A ManThe strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.It's in the width of his arms that encircle you.The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.It's in the gentle words he whispers.The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.It's how good a buddy he is with his children.The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.It's in how respected he is at home.The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits.It's in how tender he touches.The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.It's in his heart, that lies within his chest.The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.It's in being true to one woman.The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.It's in the burdens he can carry.Woman of StrengthA strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape, but ...A woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but ...A woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her, but ...A woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone.A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future, but ...A woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them.A strong woman walks surefootedly, but ...A woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls.A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face, but ...A woman of strength wears grace.A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey, but ...A woman of strength has faith that in the journey she will become strong.

Hmm .... can't wait to meet my cg on sat for sv .... and I'm looking forward for Rev Dr. Ulf Ekman 's sv . I can't wait to look forward to have my FT2 ... haiz .... don't know when xw wants to give me my FT1 bs quiz test. I dread waiting man .... and there's no one who's willing to give me personal bs .... maybe I'm so troublesome or irritating! Only when xw asks them to give me bs then they will give me. I love the House of God .... its so awesome man! don't know why sometimes I'll cry when I worship God ..... now I know what's LOVE ..... cos i'm very self-centred .... now I'm still trying to change ..... know what? last time I won't apologise when I do wrong things but now I m trying to say sorry when I do wrong things .... force myself lorx ..... cause something happen in my life ..... only God knows

Come Holy Spirit
Fall on Me now
I need Your anointing come in Your Power
I love You Holy Spirt
You're captivating my soul
And everyday I grow to love You more

I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You
In Spirit and in Truth

Today thank God I manage d to finished my cg mtg songsht .... actually was planning to gg for cg mtg but too bad I gotta something on so can't make it. Having a spinning headache .... think I shld rest more and stop using the internet ..... just can't stop it! Anyway ..... I gotta gg!

Last wk I went for cg mtg ..... I was so like so happy but I just went home late ..... so kana scolding from my bro ..... and say I can't gg church ..... the next day actually I wanted to stay at home but my granny ask me to gg church, so by faith I went to church but I went home early ..... so my granny was happy with me. Then my brother called me to check up on me whether did I gg church or not, then my mum told him that I went church cos of my granny. Recently something happened ...... I realised that I 'm a self-centred person with pride ..... and something happen to me in my life ..... I almost breakdown .... luckily terence was there to help me .... ah you know who u are ..... teach me alot of things ...... that we shld love God wholeheartily and ALSO love ppl fervently even if our loved ones or someppl hurt us again and again ..... God said ..... we must love our enemies and forgive them again and again just like how jesus died on the cross for us to forgive our sins ...... I want to be happy ..... this's the only way .....

Live honestly : Open up to the Lord about the pain of your losses and admit your failures. '' Draw near to God and He will draw near to You.''

Ponder and believe the scriptures abt God's character and His longing for you. '' Your lovingkindness is better than life.''


Sometimes in life .... being close in a relationship takes times and effort - even when it's with the Lord! We'll never understand until when we experience it in life!

For God so loVed the world,
That He gAve
His onLy
BegottEn
SoN
That whoever
Believes In Him
Should Not perish,
But have Everlasting life.

- The more you read the Bible,
the more you'll love its Author.

Hi! I would like to share some things that I've read from a RBC Ministries book ...... its quite useful

Abt True Forgiveness:

• Many things may irritate, annoy, or upset us abt someone else. Those things may require enduring; they do not involve forgiving.
• Forgiveness doesm't involve ignoring or denying sin, turning a blind eye to the misdeeds of another, or pretending it didn't happen.
• " Time heals clean wounds. Soiled wounds fester and infect.'"
• Forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting to remember, but remembering to forget.
• Forgiveness is given; reconciliation is earned. Forgiveness cancels all debts, but it does not eliminate all consequences.
• Forgiveness may be a decision but it is not a one-time decision....
• '' To forgive for the moment is not difficult, but to go on forgiving, to forgive the same offense every time it recurs to the memory - that's the real tussle.''

This is from RBC Ministries.