Yesterday I feel so useless and tired .... feeling like givin' up to be a helper! So stressed ...... tired! C'mon, why am I always complaining? I must stop complaining!!!! I must learn to forgive and forget! Just like what God spoke to me, what's my revolution in my life? What do I want? I must be strong like terence and daniel. Thats the spirit of a child of God. I must not let the devil attack me! Devil, I bind you in the name of Jesus Christ! I feel so ashamed .... being ahelper still ask daniel to help me do the songsht. I must learn to repent to God and the ppl who I've offended.