Whoa! Last sunday was a great day for everyone in City Harvest Church .... cos it was the last day of Emerge! So I went for two services ..... one in the afternoon and the other in the evening. Whoa .... I meet up with my cg members and had a long queue waiting ..... then when the hall opened, everybody was pushing and rushing into the hall looking for gd seats. So we got our seats, finally sv started ..... F.I.R went to our church to perform! N there was a very nice and funny show. After sv, then we went for our lunch ..... so angry cos actually we paid $ 3 each for our nasi lemak, THEN ! gue4ss wat when it's was our turn, all the chicken wings were sold out, and they gave us all thee fishballs. Then later I went to buy my new FT 1 workbk. And I went to join the queue with my members .... finally we attend sv 2, it was spelling bee .... wow ! The competition was so challenging man! And finally it was Arm Wrestling , one of my members got 2nd. Oh ya ..... last thurs I didn't went to support John cos I got something on, but John got 2nd for his Street Soccer Competition. But the dissappointing thing is, I went back early for sv 2 cos I was abit tired. I really need strength from God, I REALLY hope that everything will gg fine when I want to do songsheets for my cg mtg, hope that someone will be willing to give me FT 1 for my coming bs in the future. Y is it so hard for me to understand? What's wrong with me? Like this How can I go onto SOT? Recently too many things happen in my life, maybe I feel that its really time for me to be strong ..... N I believe that God'll make a way for me!