My Precious*

Hihi

2008-10-24T01:22:00.002-07:00

Hihi ..... I'm back again! Recently many things happen in my life ...... but I shld thank God for his forgiveness and his strength to help me build up my spiritual life. Yup recently just celebrated my early birthday with my cg members ....... they bought me a chocolate passion cake and a blouse! My cg is always full of surprises. But I really thank God that when I am down, God gave me strength and forgiveness when I repented. Hmm .... we must pray everyday so that the prince of peace can come into our life everyday. Then the devil can't get near us. My cousin's wife just gave birth to a baby boy ...... Hmm .... I shld gg for a visit on sun to visit my new baby nephew! Oh ..... since when did I start to pray for my friends around me .... nah I'm a lazy person. Recently I just send my resume to Haggen Company ..... well I do hope to get a reply from them asap! So tight for financial blessings ..... shldn't have quit my recent job ..... abit regret! Kk I gotta gg for tonite's cg mtg ...... gonna see terence and guys again!

A Nice Day

2008-08-24T00:00:00.005-07:00

Yesterday was a nice day for me ...... cos Rev.Dr. Alex Abaraham's coming to preach ....wow he preached a long and powerful sermon. After that ..... its time for SOT ceremony ..... wow so many students are graduated .... so after that we continued praise and worship, I can sense the presence of GOD's so strong in the house of the God ..... ya I'm so touched by the Holy Spirit and I kneel down to God and cried to him. So finally I can gg and look for my beloved bs teacher ... finally he graduated after so many trials in his life ...... haha he ask me hold his cert and take pic with him so that next yr I can also graduate from SOT? But I did not ..... well we took many pics of me and him, also with vienna hugging him ..... haha . And Praise God .... to his grace I've found a job ...... a company hiring me F&B Breadtalk Pte Ltd ..... the pay's much more higher and the job's quite stressing lol...... so I hope that this'll be my last job and not to change again ..... well things are unexpected in life, amen? Oh yea .... yesterday's also Pastor Kong's birthday..... we celebrated his birthday for him and prayed for him ..... Pastor Kong's really a Man of God! Looks like I gotta start how to earn and save more money ..... and stop spending money .

2008-06-03T05:05:00.002-07:00

Hey hey I'm back to blog again! Recently something happened to me lol ..... its my fault ..... serve me right for not obeying the rules ..... but human beings do make mistakes yea? Unless my mum forgive me. Well ..... now the most impt thing is to get a stable job for myself and claear my debts, cos I really need a breakthrough in my life. Maybe its because I'm not sensitive to the Holy Spirit ..... Daniel Ang has left our cg to raise up to be a potential cgl .... his dream cos' he's always so kingdom-minded ..... not like me still so immature. Oh God ..... help me please ....... help me find a stable job ...... I wanna draw closer to you ..... I wanna be sensitive to the Holy Spirit ...... hope that Roy'll discipline n change me like how he changed his disciples in the past ...... cos I trust in him .......

2008-05-04T02:55:00.003-07:00

Hi ..... sorry for not blogging for so long. Recently many things in my life ...... I feel that it was like almost a breakdown to me ..... but Thank God I manage to overcome my breakthrough. Cos God's good all the time, and all the time God's good! Just like the verse in the bible says: I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me! Yesterday Pastor Tan preached abt message of the wk lol ...... so powerful ..... ya prayers are very powerful in our workplaces, army camps, our friends , our family when we pray and fast for them, I believe they'll give their hearts to Christ. this wk I was feeling damn down ..... but when I enter the House of God, I felt so hungry for the Word of God. When I praised and worshipped God ...... the God of my youth .... I sensed that Holy Spirit spoke to me: Joanne, cast out all your fears n troubles ...... be strong and you'll be able to overcome your persecutions. So I told God in my heart : Yes ..... I'll obey you .... my abba father ..... I'll be strong and put you first in my life . And I feel much much better. So after sv ..... then we went burger king at expo ....... while I was eating .... my mum called me! And I accidentally bump into someone's food ...... so I apologised ...... lol. But I fellowshipped with my members until 10pm then I reached home at 10.30pm .... cos there's always a sacrifirce and there's a reason why lol.

Outing

2008-03-31T16:39:00.003-07:00

Yoz.... yesterday is a happy and exciting day for me and my cg! Its been a very long time ever since I had a chance to fellowship with my cg members ..... We went kallang leisure park for ice-skating .... well actually I was so scared and I don't want to join them .... but xw ask me to give a try .... so adrian accompany me to the counter to buy the tickets $17.50 for 4 hrs plus the rollerblade shoes! Luckily I brought a jacket and I wear jeans .... so xw teach me how to skate but she didn't hold my hands that's y I falled! And I falled twice !!! So I saw chiying .... and asked him to teach me how to skate .... he so professnal .... so he teach me how to skate at the slide first then teach me how to skate in the centre ..... and I pay attention ..... Oic now I'm gettin it! So after skating for one round, I decide to gave up ..... then adrian say he'll save me when I want to fall down .... as he don't me to depend on others .... so he taught me toskate behind him .... me putiiing his hand on one of his shoulder .... then if i gonna fall the other hand quickly hold his another hand ..... he got patient man! So nice of adrian and chiying .....havin' the patient to teach me how to skate! And also joe help me and the cg took alot of photos, adrian also help us take many pics! Well at the end of the day ..... then we packed up and suddenly john say he lost his ticket .... we quickly help him find .... ah thank God found his ticket! Also thanks my friends support me when I was almost to fall down ..... ahem .... the skating pics is in my friendster .... private .... cos restricted to those. When we left the skating centre ..... xw suggested to gg to the japanese restaurant since the fd there is nice and cheap ..... so after our early dinner, me , chiying, james and john left first. And sam drive me to bishan mrt since its on the way .....for me to take the train home .... faster mah.

2008-03-17T03:19:00.003-07:00

Last sat Rev. Dr. Phil Pringle went to chc to preach .... woo hoo! He preached a great sermon ..... it was such a great impact to me . Oh ya .... and we also celebrated a early birthday for roy at hall 1 after sv ..... then we headed to simei the cafe for dinner .... so everyone ordererd student meal .... cheap mah. Tml meeting my combined connection grp members for prayer mtg .... tml fasting for easter.... I LOVE EASTER ! This week and next wk no cg mtg .... seems like abit quiet. Hope that daniel'll remember to pass pinky back to me ..... I miss my umbrella ..... Next wk we're going for ice-skating on 30 Mar .... woo hoo! I'm looking forward to it!

2008-03-10T18:35:00.005-07:00

Oh man ..... praise God! I m FREE! I can gg for sv, cg mtg ...... the love of christ has set me free. Hmm ..... I'm looking forward to gg for thurs cg mtg but gotta meet joe first for bs ..... this sat and sun Rev Dr Phil Pringle is coming to our church to preach ..... its gonna be a greater impact! And I'm gonna dress well this sat ..... got my new pink hp pouch .... I love it man! And I can help to do the cg mtg songshts and print out .... cos' my bro has installed e new canon printer for me to use. Haiz ..... I need financial blessings ..... and I also need a financial breakthrough ..... my salary is not enough .... I needa earn more money!!!! And I must learn how to control and balance my financial. Oh yea Easter is coming and there is also easter carnival ...... its gonna be fun! And xuemei's coming for easter sv .... hope that she'll get saved on this easter.

2008-03-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday did not went for sv so went online to view online live sv at home after work..... they went to changi for fellowshipping ..... I can't gg ... perhaps this week .... today was my off day so I went to expo for morning sv to meet chiying ...... daniel yap and his gf was late so we gotta give up our seats. Oh my, we don't know that James and Ernie came for sv too. Today pastor Kong preached abt the 3 keys to promotion and 4 directions to servanthood. We're called to serve God, to serve our Leaders, to serve one another, and to serve the world. Hmm ..... tml I'm working again lol ...... thurs 'll be having bs with ah joe FT2 before cg mtg. Maybe this sat I gotta rush down for sv after work ...... well I'm not sure yet .

2008-03-06T18:10:00.002-08:00

Yesterday was a happy day for me .... cos finally I get to fellowship with my cg members at city hall! Yup we went there for dinner also to celebrate christine's birthday ..... and also to send qs a early bon voyage lol. I received a call yesterday from my manager to asked me to work on sat n sun but i told her that I can't so she gotta replan my schedule again ..... make me wait for so long .... wasting my time ..... there's also another company sakae sushi restaurant they wanted to hired me ..... so now I'm still considering cos the timing suits me man! Finally tml I can gg onto FT2 ..... my bs. Hmm .... how I wish that I can earn more money to gg into SOT soon. Now I realise something ..... serving God's never ever so easy ..... all cos of ' Because of Jesus's unfailing love .....

2008-02-24T04:23:00.004-08:00

Ahem ahem ..... recently there's so many misunderstanding .... dunno what's going wrong with me lol. yesterday we celebrated xuemei's birthday .... guess she must be touched then when she speak .... justin helped her interpret .... then we went ahead to geylang to eat our dinner ....... whoa .... yesterday was like everyone's eating noodle .... ramen, banmen, spaghetti, and all sorts of noodle. Yesterday also took some pictures of me , xuemei and irene ..... promised xuemei to pass her the photos this comin'sat ..... well hope I'll remember lol. N somebody ask some of my cg members to care more and show more concern for me .... cos she cares for me. Well well ... what I can say is its all in the past ... cos I really don't have time to fellowship with my members, but now thank God I can fellowship more with my cg members and I realise that they really do care and show concern for me. Loving and caring for someone does not need to show it out, it comes naturally from our heart ..... and sometimes I might be overfriendly ..... thas y .... cos different kind of ppl have differnt kind of character, amen?
I have to learn to be more sensitive to other ppl's feelings and be independent .... if I want to go into spiritual maturity. But now ..... I just need to pass my quiz test and get a bs teacher for myself to continue for the bs! Today went for dance stomp .... learnig how to twist at the dance studio .... the teacher really has patient teaching ..... and I shld practise more at home perhaps if I dunno can ask daniel or vienna or joe ..... lol its so shoik and cool man!

2008-02-23T21:49:00.003-08:00

yesterday I went for Rev Dr. Ulf Ekman's sv .... he preached abt FEAR .... amen i agreed like what he said , '' The just shall live by faith and not by fear! ''

- Fear'll hurt us.
- We fear because we're selfish.
- Love is God-centred, its unselfish.
- We must honor one another.
- If God's there for me , Who can be against me?

So let's kill our fear or else fear will kill our dreams and visions!
We must Trust in God, we must have faith in God.
Spirit of Faith + daring and risk taking!
- Fear is something a feeling of thought which you can't control.
- Fear is a torment, it is NOT appreciated!
- Fear Not, For I am with You!
We do not fear, cos the Lord's our Helper!

2008-02-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

Strength Of A ManThe strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.It's in the width of his arms that encircle you.The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.It's in the gentle words he whispers.The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.It's how good a buddy he is with his children.The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.It's in how respected he is at home.The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits.It's in how tender he touches.The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.It's in his heart, that lies within his chest.The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.It's in being true to one woman.The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.It's in the burdens he can carry.Woman of StrengthA strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape, but ...A woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but ...A woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her, but ...A woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone.A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future, but ...A woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them.A strong woman walks surefootedly, but ...A woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls.A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face, but ...A woman of strength wears grace.A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey, but ...A woman of strength has faith that in the journey she will become strong.

2008-02-21T05:59:00.002-08:00

Hmm .... can't wait to meet my cg on sat for sv .... and I'm looking forward for Rev Dr. Ulf Ekman 's sv . I can't wait to look forward to have my FT2 ... haiz .... don't know when xw wants to give me my FT1 bs quiz test. I dread waiting man .... and there's no one who's willing to give me personal bs .... maybe I'm so troublesome or irritating! Only when xw asks them to give me bs then they will give me. I love the House of God .... its so awesome man! don't know why sometimes I'll cry when I worship God ..... now I know what's LOVE ..... cos i'm very self-centred .... now I'm still trying to change ..... know what? last time I won't apologise when I do wrong things but now I m trying to say sorry when I do wrong things .... force myself lorx ..... cause something happen in my life ..... only God knows

2008-02-21T05:51:00.002-08:00

Come Holy Spirit
Fall on Me now
I need Your anointing come in Your Power
I love You Holy Spirt
You're captivating my soul
And everyday I grow to love You more

I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You
In Spirit and in Truth

2008-02-20T19:51:00.002-08:00

Today thank God I manage d to finished my cg mtg songsht .... actually was planning to gg for cg mtg but too bad I gotta something on so can't make it. Having a spinning headache .... think I shld rest more and stop using the internet ..... just can't stop it! Anyway ..... I gotta gg!

2008-02-19T13:42:00.000-08:00

Last wk I went for cg mtg ..... I was so like so happy but I just went home late ..... so kana scolding from my bro ..... and say I can't gg church ..... the next day actually I wanted to stay at home but my granny ask me to gg church, so by faith I went to church but I went home early ..... so my granny was happy with me. Then my brother called me to check up on me whether did I gg church or not, then my mum told him that I went church cos of my granny. Recently something happened ...... I realised that I 'm a self-centred person with pride ..... and something happen to me in my life ..... I almost breakdown .... luckily terence was there to help me .... ah you know who u are ..... teach me alot of things ...... that we shld love God wholeheartily and ALSO love ppl fervently even if our loved ones or someppl hurt us again and again ..... God said ..... we must love our enemies and forgive them again and again just like how jesus died on the cross for us to forgive our sins ...... I want to be happy ..... this's the only way .....

2008-02-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

Live honestly : Open up to the Lord about the pain of your losses and admit your failures. '' Draw near to God and He will draw near to You.''

Ponder and believe the scriptures abt God's character and His longing for you. '' Your lovingkindness is better than life.''

Sometimes in life .... being close in a relationship takes times and effort - even when it's with the Lord! We'll never understand until when we experience it in life!

For God so loVed the world,
That He gAve
His onLy
BegottEn
SoN
That whoever
Believes In Him
Should Not perish,
But have Everlasting life.

- The more you read the Bible,
the more you'll love its Author.

2008-02-03T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hi! I would like to share some things that I've read from a RBC Ministries book ...... its quite useful

Abt True Forgiveness:

Many things may irritate, annoy, or upset us abt someone else. Those things may require enduring; they do not involve forgiving.
Forgiveness doesm't involve ignoring or denying sin, turning a blind eye to the misdeeds of another, or pretending it didn't happen.
" Time heals clean wounds. Soiled wounds fester and infect.'"
Forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting to remember, but remembering to forget.
Forgiveness is given; reconciliation is earned. Forgiveness cancels all debts, but it does not eliminate all consequences.
Forgiveness may be a decision but it is not a one-time decision....
'' To forgive for the moment is not difficult, but to go on forgiving, to forgive the same offense every time it recurs to the memory - that's the real tussle.''

This is from RBC Ministries.

2007-12-31T20:30:00.000-08:00

Last Christmas at City Harvest church which's my church lol , we had Christmas @ Changs drama show .... the expo hall 8 is so crowded .... this 's our first christmas sv dec 22'07 , sorry i don't have the picture. I was almost late for the light of christmas sv .... but thank god i still got a seat to sit with my cg members . We sang many christmas carolling song ..... See Him Lying A bed of Straw and I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas. At the ending of the sv, the hall 8 was so dark and we light our christmas candle ..... this our x'mas candlelight ..... so holy .... the pic i took ..... beautiful yea? After sv, we went to christmas carnival to support qs for his choir performance ..... finally we went to Changi Airport at Mac ' for dinner ..... whoa.... we're all so hungry .... got a cg pic ..... my E286 cg photos with our new friends . Oh ya, saw peixuan and her cg members ..... Bingren's cg lol. At around 9.45pm, too bad I gotta gg off .... so I took the mrt from changi to bt.batok .... thank god i didn't get scolding from my mum. Oh, I also wanna wish all of you Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year!

2007-12-31T04:45:00.000-08:00

Yoz ..... I went for the gu huo zai party at daniel's relative's condo. It was so wild and so fun!!! We play many games .... most of us won many gifts .... well for me I won a The power of confession cd..... so we also watched the funniest video of E286cg ..... they sabotage john and qs..... we also sang some x'mas carol songs .... finally we gotta exchange our gifts .... I bought a photo frame for vienna .... and daniel ang bought a brown colour teddy bear from precious thots for me. I stayed quite late with my cg until 10 plus .... so when I was abt to gg, chiying send me n he help me hailed a cab ...... From the day I know him .... he's a gentlemen ..... but of course daniel ang, joe , john, roy and many more in my cg.

2007-12-09T03:18:00.000-08:00

Yoz .... I'm back again! Sorry lol yesterday I was abit late for sv .... Rev Dr. John Avanzani came to our church to preach abt financial and prosperity. So he preached a great mes.g , I blessed by him. Then later we went to attributes to buy a bkmark for hankiong..... since he is using it. And we went to simei .... to the cafe to have dinner but I forgot the cafe name. Whoa ..... I spent $7 plus on the spagetthi n sprite .... so expensive .... next time don't gg there buy food. Since I blessed vienna lotion and softwash, then she bless me back with a plate of brownie and two scoops of ice-cream and we share share. And chiying ask me to help him cook sausage and prawn .... no prob! Next sunday got outreach at justin's condo! And Joanne is going to continue to be a helper in the cg no matter what happens to me..... because the bible says that ' I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! ' We'll called to be fishermen of Jesus Christ! God has called to be the head and not to be the tail! I'm so blessed by my mum .... she got me a Hello Kitty bag .... not imitation one. I'm going to use it next time and I'm going to look so pinky? No .... I don't want to.

2007-11-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

The Cross ( Rev Dr. Phil Pringle)

2007-11-27T05:37:00.000-08:00

The Lord's Supper .... Rev Dr. Phil Pringle's art

2007-11-22T06:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I feel so useless and tired .... feeling like givin' up to be a helper! So stressed ...... tired! C'mon, why am I always complaining? I must stop complaining!!!! I must learn to forgive and forget! Just like what God spoke to me, what's my revolution in my life? What do I want? I must be strong like terence and daniel. Thats the spirit of a child of God. I must not let the devil attack me! Devil, I bind you in the name of Jesus Christ! I feel so ashamed .... being ahelper still ask daniel to help me do the songsht. I must learn to repent to God and the ppl who I've offended.

2007-11-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

Yoz everyone I'm back again! Last sat had bs with john for foundation truths I .... pray that I can understand the things that john have taught me and I'll apply them in my life. I need to pray for 3rd Arise N Build and need to fufill my pledge to God. Also I must find a stable job to support myself ! Need to pray for my bs and my spiritual life also pray for law , joe, vienna and the whole cg. Yup, Rev Ulf Ekman preached a great sv last sat ... and I'm so blessed , Carola the popular singer .... she's so beautiful and we had a super long sv. Also I met my cousin zhonglong, his friend invite him to come to our church.

2007-10-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hiies ... last sat I went for sv ... its Pastor Tan preaching the sermon. And daniel bring some friends for the sv... I believe he can impact souls to Christ! Most of our cg members are late, so me and justin gotta help to find seats, vienna was late so she can't seat with us. I missed a bs lesson again cos' xw got something on .... I pray that God'll give me wisdom for the bs and nothing'll go wrong for my bs. I don't like to drag my bs, maybe I shld really try to gg for mass class. After sv, we went to changi airport for dinner at the canteen .... saw my friend yeeleng with her cg members. We fellowship for very long until 945pm then I went off. But at least I can reach home at ten plus .... so my mum won't complain. Xw was considering to hold our cg mtg at daniel's house ..... maybe I'll invite the cg to my house for this coming christmas. Went to meet vienna and her friend weida at bugis village at the fd court for lunch..... after that I went to cdc to get my blessings. Won a distilled water machine from the M-Plan company .... I feel so blessed ... Praise and Thank God :=P

2007-10-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

Last sunday was my english birthday .... I feel so blessed. My grandma and my mum cooked a lot of dishes for my lunch and dinner. I went for wenkai's cg mtg in the afternoon with joseph, I did something wrong so got a scolding from wenkai..... I must change for the better. Yeah .... thanks to those who mes.g me happy birthday, especially irene, vienna, yeeleng and roy tan when i called him. And daniel called and wished me happy birthday .... he's always nice to everyone around him ..... waiting for his photos to paste it in my friendster. And thanks for the cg birthday card .... I like it. Joseph, thanks for your helping and teaching.

Birthday Celebration

2007-10-15T03:28:00.000-07:00

Last saturday was a great and happy day for me. All my aunties came to my house to visit my dad , ya my two little nephews. So happily, I went to get myself dressed up, wearing my new earrings! Finally, I reached expo and strolled my way to meet xw for bs but i was abit late. After my bs, I headed straight into the hall 8 to meet my cg members for svto praise n worship God. Oh yea .... I love the House of God! So awesome is this place! Pastor Kong preached abt Reality ... Hmm good topic. He preached a great sermon. After sv, my cg celebrate irene and my birthday. They bought a green pandan cake. I got a birthday gift from my cg .... a red colour shawl and a pink colour hp pouch .... Justin thanks for the hp pouch you chosed. ya I like it. And lastly vienna gave me a pair of cross earrings. Thanks for the surprise n celebration .... I tot you guys forgot abt my birthday. So we went to eunos to eat mee suai ..... delicious ya? Thanks for helping us to take the photos .... qs, daniel, joseph. Ya I also got financial blessings from my bro .... I'm gonna get myself a bag.

2007-09-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

Yoz .... I'm back! So happy last week .... I'm so blessed .... my friend yeeleng bless me with many things like a cute and funky pen and a book and some notes! And I've just receive financial blessings from my aunt. Last week Pastor Derek Dunn preached a great sermon, and many people receive deliverance from him. Yesterday spent too much time on thinking a creative songsheet for cg mtg .... but its worth it when we do it for God. Gotta cut down on my financial expenses cos I'm going to bless Joe a bible ... cos his bible is torn, but also I want him to use this bible to give me bs. My mum bless me alot of skirts but I can't wear so gotta send them to alter it .... cos $14 ooh ..... so expensive for 4 skirts. Next week my dad's coming home ... I gotta start to plan my schedule for my bs during weekday.

Favourite Praise and Worship Songs!

2007-09-02T23:11:00.000-07:00

Who am I
That you would know me from the start
Set me apart , Who am I
That You would place eternity
Into my heart

You have given to me
More than this world could give
My purpose is found in You

One Life, I lay at Your altar
One Love, I have with You
Touch me again
Fill me as You hold
My outstretched hands
One Word, You know I will follow
One Heart, Broken to You
Use Me again
Your Mercies follow Me
For all my days

In Your presence
In Your power

Holy Spirit, I surrender

I've found my meaning in you

Your cause is the reason why I sing

Your Grace is teaching me how to give

I give my whole life to you

Your Love is the reason why I sing

Jesus, You're my everything

Every night, Everyday

I don't need to worry no I celebrate

All the things You've done in Me

And it's gonna be alright

Cause' You're in My life

Yes it's gonna be alright

Gonna Be, Gonna Be, Gonna Be, Gonna Be alright

And it's gonna be alright

Cause' Jesus You're My Light

And You have shown me the way

All of My troubles

All of My Life I give it to You My King

Setting My Life on Your Living Word

Finding out why, What it's really worth

Letting go all, I put You first

Hey,Hey,Its all OK

Shouting out loud to the God we serve

Taking Your Love to the ends of the earth

We're the Generation ready to Emerge

Hey,Hey,It's all OK

Breakaway

I'm living for You

Breakaway

I'm living for truth

Chains are Breaking

The world is shaking

Breakaway from the Darkness to Your Light

Now I'm living

In Your freedom

Breakaway to the life that's from above

2007-09-02T22:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging .... finally I'm back! Oh yea I got my new hp upgrading .... praise God . I don't need to use my old fashion hp .... now I learn how to save money, treasure things I have. Yah .... perfect love casts out fear .... I must learn to think before I speak, I communicate with others. Communication is really very important ..... it'll offend people easily if we don't watch out. I gotta know a new friend from city harvest church, she 's so nice ..... I really must watch my mind and my words before I think. Got a new colourful hp sock for my black hp so it won't look so dull.

2007-08-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

Oh my .... what a tired but exciting day! Today's our cg outing .... we went marina bay ' No Fish Prawn also Can' fellowshipping. Wow .... there're 3 combined cgs .... I brought poker along for the outing.... sigh shld have bring some snacks along. Paid John $6 .... he still owe me $1 .... nvr mind lah. Justin caught a big prawn! But I suppose when I was catching the prawn .... the prawn ate my cockles .... but it ran away ..... the prawns are too potential. Then later Irene ask her bf to help us catch prawns .... this time he change the position .... finally caught 2 prawns but 1 of the prawns the leg got crippled cos hankiong break the leg ... it nearly bite his finger. Then justin, irene and vienna sat down to play poker .... but hankiong still don't give up .... his 3 attempt. Daniel bought 2 packets of prawn crackers .... so we were hungry then we share share eat. Finally, the competition's over ..... so qs and shaun was in charge to barbecue the prawns and bacon cos qs is a gd chef. But ah john went off for family dinner .... Thank God it did not rain on that day ..... I shared a testimony that day with my cg members. Oh yea, I suppose I said somethi ng wrong n someone misunderstood me .... actually I dont want him to scold me all the time, but I said don't treat me so nice ..... see now the someone is ignoring me lol. N I pray that I'll change to be more mature, not I pray that I won't be so irritating :-)

2007-07-22T04:34:00.001-07:00

Praise God! I'm so super happy yesterday! Actually yesterday Daniel promised to bring me to gg attributes to buy pocket bible ... but he couldn't make it .. nvr mind. Finally I reached church, found my cg members, so Hans offered to accompany me to gg attributes. So when I reach attributes, we searched for hlf an hr but we still can't find it. As it was time for us to gg into Hall 8 for sv, so during sv I shared justin's bible. He's a nice bro in christ lol :-) During the sv, Pastor Kong preached a great sermon and I'm greatly blessed ..... Pastor Kong played the guitar and he played the song which he composed. After sv, Joseph meet me at the attributes to buy the pocket bible .... he just took the bible that I wanted ..... he's my ex-bible study teacher lol. And there comes daniel and he lend me his atrributes membership card 10% off. I love my precious moment baby edition bible and my new pocket bible!! Home sweet Home ;-)

Yoz

2007-07-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

Yoz ... sorry for not blogging for so long ... busy with my friendster lol ... last sat after sv, me, daniel, justin, joseph and vienna went to tamp mcdonalds for dinner fellowshipping. We played a interesting game name phsycology... so interesting .... hang there for 1 hr lol ; so must of us went home, so vienna and I took 28 bus to tamp interchange ... but I insisted to hang around for 30 mins to window shop .... so finally me and vienna stroll at tamp mall sweetly ... and we took many photo ... some were me ... but ... oh no! We got caught by the sales asst for taking a pic with a soft toy .... doggie .... so kawaii. Vienna bought a notebk for her diary .... buy one get one free mah. Also thank God for the financial blessings from my two aunts ... I can tithe .... Oh yea ... praise God ... my christian name is Joanne Ong .... Nice yea?!

2007-07-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hi! yesterday was a great day ..... when I reach expo, I meet Jo and Hankiong for bs quiz test. Then ..... I saw guanzheng with some of his members .... still the same .... he saw me wearing a earrings then say I look like star so I ignored him. I had my bs quiz test, jo and hankiong became my invigilator .... there were some words that the meaning I don't understand .... so hans explained to me. Finally I complete the quiz test .... and it was time for us to gg into the hall to look for seats .... daniel brought his new friend to sv .... Praise God! Pastor Kong Hee preached a great sermon during the sv. After sv, most of the cgs stayed back to celebrate our beloved zone supervisor Ian's birthday .... great celebration! Then, actually I wanted to gg to qiying's birthday party with my cg ..... but it was quite late so I didn't go ..... so I just call Jo to wish chiying a 'Happy 21st Birthday!

2007-06-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today's class was interesting ..... had a long lesson. Had a hard Personal Effectiveness post teset in the morning , thanks to Vienna, Daniel, and those who prayed for me. Went to Burger King with my friends for lunch ..... the english teacher was quite strict but nice to us. Went to Daniel's workplace after sch .... near Amara Hotel .... forget the building's name. Oh yea .... gotta know Daniel's best buddy .... Tonite will pray for church and cg, Daniel and Lawrence's spiritual life.

2007-06-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday guess I saw who again .... ? I saw Mel .... and her cg sitting in front of our cg! Actually I'm suppose to meet john, but ended up looking quanshun for asking the seats. I gotta know our new cg member, another Roy .... interesting guy yea? Oh ... Pastor Kong preached a great sermon .... praise God! Hmm.... so sv end around 730pm, but we went to Macau Express for dinner at 830pm. I 'm so happy, cos finally I can fellowship with my cg members ..... quanshun went to order the food for us after we pass all the money to him. I ate vegeterian fried rice ..... so delicious. After eating our dinner ..... me , hans and jo also vienna snap many photographs together. So .... finally around 930pm, we strolled back to foyer 2 to meet jo's sister, stella and we took a train home together. Luckily I reached bt.batok at 1030pm, but I went home at 1045pm cos I gotta wait for the bus ..... but my mum still dun believe me ..... what can I do?

Hi .... I'm back!

2007-06-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back! Went for yesterday's sv .... pastor kong preached abt Salting Humanity .... human beings has souls, except for animals and angels ....

Every human soul has 7 needs :

1. Spirituality
2. Love
3. Self-Esteem
4. Knowledge
5. Security
6. Freedom
7. Aesthetic

Ya ..... we're called to serve, to be servant of God, not to be served. Self-Esteem is a very important thing! And Holiness's walking with the attitude that you'll never grieve the Holy Spirit !

And the human soul comprises of 3 things:

1. Mind
2. Will
3. Emotion

I'm so happy yesterday that I met my friend Mel .... Oh yea! Vienna's holidays is starting soon .... and we can gg shopping aand movie .... maybe will ask Jo if he's free or if he wants to .... fellowshipping with more ppl is fun! Sad thing is I can't join my members for yesterday nite's dinner with them. Next fri I'll gg for a course of upgrading my eng and how to communicate well with others .... 2 wks course. I hate study .... no choice.

2007-06-05T05:08:00.000-07:00

Whoa! Last sunday was a great day for everyone in City Harvest Church .... cos it was the last day of Emerge! So I went for two services ..... one in the afternoon and the other in the evening. Whoa .... I meet up with my cg members and had a long queue waiting ..... then when the hall opened, everybody was pushing and rushing into the hall looking for gd seats. So we got our seats, finally sv started ..... F.I.R went to our church to perform! N there was a very nice and funny show. After sv, then we went for our lunch ..... so angry cos actually we paid $ 3 each for our nasi lemak, THEN ! gue4ss wat when it's was our turn, all the chicken wings were sold out, and they gave us all thee fishballs. Then later I went to buy my new FT 1 workbk. And I went to join the queue with my members .... finally we attend sv 2, it was spelling bee .... wow ! The competition was so challenging man! And finally it was Arm Wrestling , one of my members got 2nd. Oh ya ..... last thurs I didn't went to support John cos I got something on, but John got 2nd for his Street Soccer Competition. But the dissappointing thing is, I went back early for sv 2 cos I was abit tired. I really need strength from God, I REALLY hope that everything will gg fine when I want to do songsheets for my cg mtg, hope that someone will be willing to give me FT 1 for my coming bs in the future. Y is it so hard for me to understand? What's wrong with me? Like this How can I go onto SOT? Recently too many things happen in my life, maybe I feel that its really time for me to be strong ..... N I believe that God'll make a way for me!

2007-05-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

Wow! Yesterday was a great day for me ..... I went for sv and jo brought his friend and also Daniel brought his friend too. Yesterday Vienna try to help me pin my hair but in the end she couldn't she gotta gg help ah jo do something lol.We had a long sermon with Pastor Kong yesterday, but I was greatly blessing by his preaching. After that I joined my cg for dinner at bedok n I fellowship with them for awhile. Oh My, it was raining, so ah Jo accompany me to wait for a cab and I took the cab home. Finally today, this afternoon I went for church prayer mtg with my cg .... so I was abit late so I met Daniel and Hans at the reception there lol. And, the great news is Emerge is Coming Again! Praise God!

Hi

2007-05-17T06:41:00.001-07:00

Hi all! Sorry for the late updating cos of my blog post problem. This afternoon was raining heavily, but I was happy that Ah Jo still went to JW church to meet me for bs. Kearned abt Spiritual Warflare (Part B)...... learned so many things. Sorry Jo ..... I shouldn't scold you in the afternoon. Dunno what's gotta into me nowadays .... flaring up my temper easily. I didn't mean to scold u Jo. I'll try to change for the better for God. Sian ah .... actually wanted to gg justin's house for fellowshipping .... but can't make it. Hmm .... must remember to so my quiet time and revise my bs.

Labour Day

2007-05-03T05:52:00.003-07:00

Sorry for the late update .... tues which's Labour Day ... I was out the whole day 11am when back to mahaprajna to settle something. K, after that when to expo to queue up early for my cg members, then suddenly Hans call n told me dun need to queue .... cos we r also meeting together .... cos no reserving of seats .... k lorx when to meet Hans at carnival Hall to meet him. Then waited for Daniel ... n when to meet the rest. Jo brought his mum to our church cos its ' Sun's Concert' ! Free Entry and free coupons for dinner and for games. During the concert .... Sun looked beautiful n she sang most of the old n her new songs which's in her album. Oh yea, Its also Sun's mother's birthday .... she bought a cross for her mother. Sun was so fabulous! The Concert was Great! After that, then me n my cg members went for dinner together ..... oh my what a long queue! So we all ended up eating nasi lemak .... asked Jo n Law to help us buy. But Jo's mum went to buy fishball noodles. After my dinner .... Whoa so late liao 8 plus! From expo to my house .... oh no i know i'll be late home. So, might well I m not using the rest of the coupons so I gave it to Jo. Finally, Thank God I got back home b4 10pm. Home Sweet Home.

Hi ya!

2007-04-29T07:12:00.001-07:00

Hi ya ! I'm back! Yesterday went to expo ... strange yea shihui wearing a skirt to church for the 2nd time? I dun dress like a gal .... wearing jeans all the time ..... K yesterday we had a great sv! Dancing n singing until we laugh like wat .... too bad lawrence did not come for yesterday's sv. Well, yesterday Rev. Robb Thompson came to our church n preached a great sermon .... Oh my, I was greatly blessed by his sermon. N yesterday I make someone angry, now I still feeling guilty. Yesterday after sv I went to bedok with my cg members for dinner. Haiyoh ..... y quanshun keep asking me I like Jiarong ornot? Please lah .... he 's young enough to be my bro in christ. Thank God I can reach home in time, and My aunt bless me $ again .... Actually today my bro ask me whether today I got gg sv ornot ..... then I say no .... Sigh. My fault. Oh yea! Pastor Sun's coming back to expo on labour day for concert ! Praise God!

My character and my Life

2007-04-27T04:01:00.001-07:00

I realised something .... I m a self-centred person ..... irritating, complaining ..... petty n rude to others. I pray that I'll change in God's power ..... I m always so immature .... like what .... when I'm angry then I scold ppl. Y I like that one? Being a christian must be loving, caring n friendly, be respectfuland must be forgiving. why m I so petty ..... see I complaining again. Szehui .... stop it !

Yoz ...

2007-04-25T03:56:00.001-07:00

Yoz! So happy today cos I had bs with my bs teacher .... u know who he is, yea? Oops .... looks like my bs teacher is angry with me today cos I tink I did something wrong bah. Hmm ..... will try to change.... Sorry Jo. So angry with myself, y still haven found a job yet?! Ya .... today I learn something special. Deliverance .... half way gotta continue on sunday. I want to be a helper, I want to be in the choir, I want to be a bs teacher ..... to shine for God in the future! Cos now I m still immature.

2007-04-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

THE SPLENDOR OF THE KING
CLOTHED IN MAJESTY
LET ALL THE EARTH REJOICE
LET ALL THE EARTH REJOICE
HE WRAPS HIMSELF IN LIGHT
AND DARKNESS TRIES TO HIDE
IT TREMBLES AT HIS VOICE
IT TREMBLES AT HIS VOICE

HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD, SING WITH ME
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD
ALL WILL SEE HOW GREAT
HOW GREAT, IS OUR GOD

AGE TO AGE HE STANDS AND TIME IS IN HIS HANDS
BEGINNING AND THE END, BEGINNING AND THE END
THE GODHEAD THREE IN ONE ....
FATHER, SPIRIT, SON ....
THE LION AND THE LAMB, THE LION AND THE LAMB ....

NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES
WORTHY OF ALL PRAISE
MY HEART WILL SING
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD

LET THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH

SHOUT YOUR MAJESTY AND GLORY

LET THE OCEANS SING THEIR SONG

EVERY TONGUE WILL TELL ITS STORY

OF YOUR MAJESTY ....

AND YOUR NEVER ENDING POWER

LET THE WHOLE EARTH SING TO YOU

I'LL GIVE MY HEART TO YOU

IN EVERYTHING I DO

COZ YOU'RE THE ONE I'M LIVING FOR

AND I'LL LIFT MY HANDS IN PRAISE

SERVE YOU ALL MY DAYS

COZ YOU'RE THE ONE I'M LIVING FOR.....

GOD ABOVE ALL THE WORLD IN MOTION

GOD ABOVE ALL MY HOPES AND FEARS

AND I DON'T CARE

WHAT THE WORLD THROWS AT ME NOW

I'M GONNA BE ALRIGHT

HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE GENERATIONS

MAKING LOUD OUR FREEDOM SONG

ALL IN ALL THAT THE WORLD

WOULD KNOW YOUR NAME

WE'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT

CAUSE' I KNOW MY GOD SAVED THE DAY

AND I KNOW HIS WORD NEVER FAILS

AND I KNOW MY GOD MADE A WAY FOR ME

SALVATION IS HERE

( WE'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT )

SALVATION IS HERE

SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME

SALVATION IS HERE

SALVATION THAT DIED JUST TO SET ME FREE

I'M GONNA BE ALRIGHT

2007-04-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

Oh Praise God! Yesterday I went to church for sv ...... Fiona sit beside me ... so happy I wearing a jacket still feel cold, then Fiona still lend me her jacket. Then Daniel n John thought I what? M I in the weather of winter ?! K.... yesterday Pastor Derek Dunn preached abt Renewing Our Passion For The Lost . Really want to thank both of u .... Daniel N Joseph .... they prayed for me alot, also not forgetting others that praying for me. Dissapointing thing is yesterday nite I can't fellowship with my members after sv .... gotta rush back home cos I stay far. Today can't gg for sv, I went online to view sv ..... only abit cos kana distract. Maybe I have bs with Jo on wednesday or sunday after sv? Well ... let's see how first bah .... n my makeup cg mtg. Finding hard to understand Victorious Living .... dunno whats wrong with me?! Having Spiritual Dryness .... John say must pray , Jo say must pray n read more abt the bible. Orrh .... k lorrh :=)

2007-04-20T06:47:00.001-07:00

Praise God! I went for cg mtg yesterday at Joseph's house. So actually my mum don't allow me to gg, but in the end she still let me gg for cg mtg. Yesterday's Cell grp mtg was great, most of us were there .... Daniel forgot to bring his bible so I share my bible with him. After cg mtg, we brought out the birthday cake and sang birthday song to celebrate with Justin .... cos yesterday is Justin's Birthday .... N also not forgetting abt Joseph ! Actually today is Joseph's real birthday. Haha .... John and Quanshun went to buy a wallet for Justin, also a wallet for Joseph ..... that wallet is not the real gift , they bought a purple colour long sleeve T-Shirt for Joseph .... but the wrong size ..... so gotta gg and change the T-Shirt size. Also still got performance ...... Hans playing the guitar, Quanshun singing a song . K, after that most of my cg members stayed to eat the birthday cake .... but I rush off .... Lukily I got a cab and went back at 1030pm. So I didnt tell my bro that I gg for cg mtg .... he worry so got a scolding from him. Finally, its 11pm, time to sleep, can't get to sleep .... cos dunno the meaning of Bless someone from your Heart. So I called Joseph, he say got many types like you forgive a person when u get a scolding from the person .... Or like Lawrence said 'Bless someone from your heart is to love the person, care for for the person,and pray for the person. Yesterday I personally call Jo to sing birthday song for him .... this one is personal one mah. May God Bless those ppl who read my blog. Hope that I can gg for tmr's sv.

2007-04-18T06:11:00.001-07:00

Today I went for bs with joseph .... at void deck not so noisy but quite a long bs. Oh yea ..... tmr cg mtg at Joseph's house , woodlands! Near my house yea? No I must think for where my cg members stay ..... can't only think of myself. Usually we'll have to gg john's place at simei .... so most of the time I can't gg for my own cg mtg also at nite gg home very late. Finally tmr I can gg for my own cg mtg .... so happy yeah! But tmr nite must leave abit earlier then I won't reach home late. Still wondering .... shld I gg for sat or shld I gg for sun sv??? See how first bah ....

2007-04-17T07:00:00.001-07:00

Fri, sat and sunday I went for Rev Benny Hinn's Divine Healing sv at Singapore Indoor Stadium. I want to thank many ppl who prayed for my breakthrough ..... Daniel prayed for me on friday nite .... he's really a nice bro in christ indeed. Wow ..... really got many ppl went for Rev Benny Hinn's Divine Healing sv man! There're many miracles happened there ! Praise God!!! Most of my cg members went for it. Tmr ..... I can have bs with Joseph ..... Praise God and Greatly is the God to be praised! Amen!

Easter Celebration ' 07

2007-04-08T06:50:00.001-07:00

Yo Yoz ..... this afternoon went to Expo Hall 8, and meet Daniel to our seats cos I'm abit late. So, I seat beside xw ..... and our cg . We seat in the centre .... praise n worship God , after that we watched the Drama of Jesus ..... the drama took 1 hr to finish ...... whoa the drama so touching! I ask Jo to lend me his jacket .... n he lended me! I'm happy cos Jo's friend accepted Jesus Christ. Thank God I can gg sv to celebrate Easter. After sv we went to the carnival, n I left my bag with John .... so I lend hp from the city harvester member to call John to fetch me at the Hall 7. I fellowshipped with some of my cg members for awhile and I went off .... cos I stay v far from expo. Finally I reached Bt.Batok Central to buy some bread for my lawrence .... and for breakfast. N I bought a birthday gift for someone ..... cos I feel he needs to use .... n I took the bus home. I reached home .... and wrapped the gift nicely. Hees .... I wanna give someone a surprise! When my grandma went home, she pass $50/= to me from aunt. Well, my aunt also prayed for my health when I call her to thank for her $50/= blessings .... of course my brother also have lah. Also lastly, I want to thank God for my aunt's blessings, n her praying for me just now.

2007-04-04T07:25:00.001-07:00

Today went to my aunt's shop to help out..... yea she gave me $50/= .... I dun want to take but she insisted so I take the money. Went to top-up my ez-link card. Went to sembawang for interview at fd court. Abit tired :-( Actually today I wanted to gg to Ah John's house for cg PM, but did not go in the end. Today I fasted for easter ...... So thirsty and hungry .... so I just drink water lorx .... Finally time passed 6pm, so I bought a waffer to eat .... and bought a magazine cost me $4.20 ! Maybe tmr got bs with Joseph .... see how first.

2007-04-03T06:55:00.001-07:00

Well, today I went to my auntie's shop to help her .... also to gain some experience. Got a free lunch .... can save money yea? Nowadays I'm so poor, buy clothes n shoes from aunt cos she can give me discount mah , she just bless me a beautiful bag last wk n I help her clinched 2 customers. Today's business were gd ... but most of the customers just come n see see. Haiz... dunno y I get tired so easily, I so useless. Joseph said tis few days he can't give me bs. Oh I pray that Holy Spirit come and anoint me give me wisdom n strength.

2007-04-02T03:24:00.001-07:00

Today.... I went to wdlands to meet Jo and we had BS inside Burger King lorx. Whoa .... so noisy in the afternoon .... so I gotta bear with it, well I had 1 and half hr bible study. Oh God .... u must make a way for me that I can have bs .... I'm really hungry for the Word of God. Hmm .... learn about Prayer n Fasting. Oh no! My aunt ask me to gg and work for her .... yah its good but I've gotta rearrange my schedule again, sv and bs. So important ... can't miss and also cg mtg. Yea .... Pastor Benny Hinn's coming to preach for Divine Healing ... I hope that Holy Spirit give me strength to ask my brother and my mum to gg for the sv. Only my brother can help me. Hees.... someone's birthday's coming soon.... I know what to know, its a secret yea? Well, let nature takes its own course bah .... I must have FAITH, then God can heal me, yea? May God bless the ppl whose read my blog :-)

Xw's Birthday

2007-04-01T06:47:00.001-07:00

Wow .... Today's Xiaowei's Birthday! So sorry I can't celebrate with u .... But a Big Happy Birthday To U! God Bless Xw! Today gonna have bs with joseph. Wednesday got CG PM at John's place .... dunno can make it or not leh or I gotta gg for makeup :-( Daniel's a forgiving guy man ... Cindy looks beautiful man! Well .... E286 bought a espirit jacket for xw's birthday gift. Oh God, I really love to LOVE to be in The House of God .... I want to shine for u God! I wanna to be a bs teacher .... I'll be determined!!! Thank God I can go online to view for sv .

2007-03-23T06:47:00.001-07:00

Yesterday I went to settle my bills ..... then when to bugis to confirm the termination for pacnet. After I reached home, then found out that I dun have enough money left .... then my granny said that just now my aunt came and she bless me $50 .... Wow Praise God ! Greatly is the God to be praised ! And recently, actually my aunt gave my mum many new shirts .... but most of them she can't wear so she bless me ..... Praise God ! God loves me .... Amen! But God always wants to mould me, to find the answer by myself. Sorry Terence ..... I misunderstood u .... for using the another number .... that yesterday I just receive qiuxue's mes.g. Sorry Joseph ..... for my attitude to u today. Shld have be more understanding to my cg members ..... Jo , Daniel , Xw ..... n the rest. I really need to seek Wisdom from God to grow stronger ro build up my spiritual life. My buddhist friends keep disturbing me leh ..... that meeting on sun .... sun gotta gg sv and cg mtg, how huh? Stress, problems ..... Attgh .... I really need wisdom. Oh God, sorry that I complain and whine . Today went out at wdlands to meet Jo for bs.... still so hard to understand cos of the chapter. I pray that Jo can be a gd bs teacher n I can be blessed by his preaching of God's words.

2007-03-18T23:02:00.001-07:00

Yesterday went for Pastor Phil Pringle's sv, but I was damn late .... but Thank God I can make it. So happy in the House of God, and also so happy to see my bros and sisters in christ. I feel so bad that yesterday I was rude ..... my behaviour. Well, reached home at 330pm, my mum bring back alot of new clothes for me, n herself and someone. Bring back the Harvest Times Magazine .... Hmm .... pray that this wednesday I can have bs with Joseph. Oh Ya ... Thanks for Daniel, Xw, Lawrence n Joseph n Abel n those ppl who prayed for me.... thanks yea, May God Bless U all ! Yup, Prayers makes Miracle comes True! Just now aunt came and meet me , so happy to hear that my cousin got his breakthrough .... Praise God! Also Abel .... for me maybe I'll still gotta wait yea? I' was so greatly blessed by pastor Phil's preaching .... he talked abt Faith and Healing Deliverance .... Yup always pray in tongues when we encounter fears n problems ! N Joy is the fruit of Faith Eveytime.

' Jesus '

2007-03-17T02:51:00.001-07:00

Hands that Hold the Heavens
Hold My Heart Tonight
Love pierce through My Darkness
Glorious Light
Words of Life Eternal
Heal my Broken Soul
To whom will I go
There's no one else but You Alone

Jesus
Jesus
No other Name
No other the Same Like You
The Truth, The Life, The Way
Jesus
Jesus
Glory and Praise
Our Voices We raise to You
The Soon and Coming King

Interlude:

You are the Christ
Son of The Living God
The Great I Am
I'll follow You Till the End

Hi

2007-03-14T07:22:00.001-07:00

Hi ...... today managed to sneak out of the house to have bs with Joseph . Suddenly I feel unwell ..... then after bs joseph gave me healing deliverance .... and I feel much better. Hmm .... this wkend sv is Pastor Phil Pringle .... sunday maybe denny is going to visit our church .... oh yea .... Praise God! Nowadays my mum's getting much smarter ... so I must be more wiser. Went for a new weird hairstyle .... mum said my hairstyle is ugly, nvr mind .... as long as I like it. Such a long time nvr trim my eyebrow .... so went I spent $12 ! I almost ended up dying my hair .... thank God I did not dye my hair .... or I'll kanna get scolding from my mum ... spent spent money .... dunno how to earn money , well but its also true.

2007-03-10T05:24:00.001-08:00

Hi .... I'm back again! This wk no bible study ..... cos joseph dun have the text book. Today can't attend sv ..... but went online to view live sv! Praise God! Rev S Y Rogers is coming to preach for today n tmr. No matter what .... I must try to gg for tmr's sv! Finally I got my favourite precious moments cup ..... ' You Complete My Heart '..... Really had a hard time looking for this cup .... cos I thought all precious moments cups are with cover. Finally I got my precious moments bible, precious moments notebks ... and precious moments stickers. I m a precious moments collection lover yah? Still considering whether want to buy guitar ornot leh ..... Then I can learn guitar lorx.

2007-03-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

Yoz .... Praise God ! Yesterday managed to went for sv and as I was late, had my quiz test in the hall and lend a pen from Hans. Oh my God... how come the test is so difficult? I know how to do the rest but dunno how to do the questions in front ..... Thank God I managed to finish the quiz test in time . Daniel told me, ' Hey, szehui u better pass the quiz n dun throw my face K ? ' Cos Daniel spent alot of time giving me bs in the past. Yesterday Shijia and her Cg was sitting behind us..... the Quanshun say ' Hey Szehui ... Jiarong sitting behind u leh ! ' , none of my business .... they thought I love Jiarong .... No lah! Then I said ... ' Hey, don't take Jiarong to distract my attention horx ?! ' Oh praise God! Finally Sv's going to start soon. Sorry John I misunderstood u ... Pastor Tan preached abt Making Doing Good Apart Of Doing Well. I stay until sv end. Yesterday I went to sv with Faith in God. When Back home straight after sv. This morning I wake up .... not feeling well .... called xw that I can't gg for bingren's makeup cg mtg. Today went online live sv ..... I've shld have listen to Daniel's advice ..... shld have went for sun sv. May God Bless those ppl who read my blog!

2007-02-28T06:04:00.001-08:00

Yoz ..... many things happened recently .... missed church. Yesterday feeling guilty .... the devil's trying to tempt me from doing bad. Joseph teach me how to solve the prob .... bought a worship vcd for someone .... surprise ! Today was raining cats and dogs, this afternoon waited for 945 for 45 mins ..... super long man !!! Just now went online to view the sermons online. Stupid me ..... Until yesterday then I know that my cousin is from church of singapore ..... aunt say he stop going to church for so long .... dunno sure ornot leh. Learn some guitar lessons from my cousin during new yr .... so patient. Haiz .... tmr going for checkup again .... pray that I can gg for fri's makeup cg mtg..... dunno when then xw can give me quiz test then I can gg for victorious living.

2007-02-25T05:44:00.001-08:00

Hello .... I'm back to blog again !!! Yesterday I was so worried that I can't gg for today's sv ..... then my cgl called me and said ' common ..... have faith in God '. So this morning I woke up at 920am, quite late ya? So I had my breakfast, still so worried .... then I told myself, Have faith in God! So I got changed and went out .... waited so long flag for a cab. Thank God that I reached church at 10.30am .... but I missed praise n worship. Today Pastor Kong preached abt Cultural Mandate and Pop Culture .... I m greatly blessed by Pastor Kong's sermon ! Praise God man .... so happy that I can sit inside the hall today .... but not so far away .... Praise God ! We sang the ' I got a Dream ' song Eng mixed Chinese .... we're on camera ... U know what .... I'm so worried these few days .... I need someone to buy the bs workbk for me .... But I know my God'll make a way for me, cos after sv I went to the attributes to buy the bs bk. So happy that today I can gg for sv .... I missed my church and cg and cgl n pastors. God, I pray that u can make a way for me to fulfill my 2nd arise n build pledge. May God bless those ppl who read my blog

2007-02-24T07:33:00.001-08:00

This evening I went to my cousin's new house .... wow so nicely decorated! Beautiful man! N we had buffet . Tmr gottta try to gg for sv .... next tues must gg boon lay church to buy victorius living workbk .... next wk got quiz test .... Hmm ... szehui can't afford to fail ..... My mum always dun let me gg church ..... Arrgh! But al least I can gg for cg mtg n bs .... Thank God! I wanna buy a guitar! I am greatly blessed by my heavenly father and Jesus! Pray that my cg n my church will grow more bigger and more stronger n more united!!! May God Bless !

2007-02-19T06:03:00.001-08:00

Yoz ... Today stayed at home in the morning while my bro and my mum went to the temple. So I helped out to do some housework ... yesterday I saw angeline my cousin at my third aunt's house ... can't recognise her. Then my bro asked me, hey sis u dunno who is she meh? He ask me how come me and angeline seldom meet each other at church ... we not same cg mah ... then somemore angeline now in children ministry. Today cos I ask Joseph a lot of quests ... no wonder he asked me, y your mum always go temple? Went for dinner at my small aunt's house .... what a spread man! After dinner, me and Jane helped to washed the plates n bowls. Then they went to play play mahjong .... I dunno how to play . Then We took a cab home.

2007-02-18T07:40:00.001-08:00

Yeah .... yesterday was chinese new yr eve ... had reunion lunch and dinner with my family. I was like so panic cos this morning we gotta get up early n hold incense to pray, but I can't so I ask Jo and Xiaowei .... they said cannot but unless no choice then just hold the incense but dun pray to the idols.... by faith in God. Today wake up early in the morning, thenwent to sleep again until 10am then eat my breakfast. But thak God my mum say I m born yr of goat or what ... I dunno lah. Then 12pm, my small aunt and her family came to my house ... after that We head off to my another auntie's house. Almost all of my aunts and uncles are there .... received so many hongbao .... stayed there for 1 hr. Then my small aunt send me n my mum back home. My bro reached home at 4pm with his gf. Then .... abt 5.30pm, We head off to my third aunt's house for dinner.... most of my relatives were there. My bro and his gf went off first, so I stayed back to accompany my mum, they're singing karaoke .... for 3 hrs bah ..... while my cousin teached me how to play guitar .... learned G Chord abit only lah. So We went off and reached home at 10pm.

2007-02-16T06:43:00.001-08:00

Wow! Today I meet my Fifth Aunt at Lot 1 to pass her $60/= . The my aunt asked me if I eat my lunch already cos she wanna treat me eat lunch.... I say I haven eat .... So hungry. Then my aunt say we meet for my cousin first then we gg food court to eat Japanese Food... the food there so delicious . After that, We went Shopping and I took a bus home. Evening my grandma said my two aunts coming over to my house .... then she gave me early big hongbao! I also receive big hongbao from my big aunt. I wanna thank God that I m blessed by aunties. I m Greatly Blessed by My Heavenly Father. Just now my mum ask me y must I lift up my hands when I sing worship song .... stunned by her questions. She'll be angry but I dun care what the world throws at me .... because if I'm a christian living in a buddhist family that I m a buddhist in the past? I dunno what my mum is thinking in her mind. So excited chinese new year is coming ... dunno this year cg got gatherings or not ... Haiz ... I miss them. Sorry God, Forgive Me if I do anything wrong.

2007-02-16T06:24:00.001-08:00

I've Got Your Word within
The promise of Truth
Nothing is Impossible with You
Upon the Rock I stand
With a Boldness in My Soul
Nothing is Impossible With You

Jesus I believe Your Answered Prayer
The Mountains Shall Move
When I speak Your Word

I've got Faith in Your Power
I've got the Holy Ghost Living in Me
I've got Faith You'll Deliver
Wherever I go I walk in Victory

All things are possible with You my Lord
All things are possible with You my Lord
All things are possible with You my Lord
I Believe, I Believe

I hearthe Cry of A Broken Generation
Can You hear the sound of a world In Need
These troubled times are the Ones We Live In
The Hope of Christ is What We Plead

I see Our Saviour, The Risen Lord
The Blood He's Shed, Has brought Us Life
No other Way, No other Solution
The Only Answer, To be One with Christ

Take Me to The Place
Where The Spirit of God Is
Holy Ghost, Empower Me
Run with The Gospel
I'll carry Revival
The Love of Christ

Ho Oh Oh Oh
Ho Oh Oh Oh
Ho Oh Oh Oh ...
( Repeat )

One with Jesus
One with My Lord
One with Jesus
One with My Lord

2007-02-15T06:45:00.001-08:00

Hello .... Today I was not happy .... cos can't gg for CNY sv. But just now went online to view the CNY sv .... celebrating early CNY online sv with my church n my cg members. So, today Pastor Derek Dunn preached abt What Destroys Relationships ? Selfishness, Pride, Insecurity and Resentment Destroys Relationships. So from now, we must learn to forgive ppl who offends us just like the way how Jesus forgive our sins. Cos Forgiveness, Selflessness and Humility Builds Relationships. I m greatly blessed by Pastor Derek Dunn's sermon !!! Happy Chinese New Year to Everyone who reads my Blog !!!

2007-02-13T04:30:00.001-08:00

Today I went to the Dental Clinic to wash my Teeth .... U know lah what I dread most is going to dental clinic, and the tools .... spent 30 mins wahing my teeth .... so painful .... finally it was done! So happily, my mum paid $50 for me! But I still gotta gg back for checkup, to bland my teeth and repair it .... this costs expensive!!! Finally I went home, gotta do my housework .... I must take care of my health then I can gg church. Now I must revise the whole book of my Christian Lifestyle cos bs exams is coming soon .... Oooh ..... szehui cant afford to fail man! Must pray that I'll be healthy and can gg for CNY sv on thurs and gathering with my friends! I asked Daniel if I can email him any quest and he said ok .... wow so nice of him! Today my dad bless my a early hongbao . Wanted to say Happy Birthday to someone but he not online leh .... so it'll be a belated birthday bah ?!

2007-02-12T05:46:00.001-08:00

Yeah..... this afternoon met Joseph at woodlands for bs .... last lesson christian lifestyle. Waiting for so long .... so Hungry for the Word of God! Joseph is a guy of patience .... yup he explains well as long as he teach slower abit. So, well I gotta wait for sis xiaowei to give me the bs quiz test. So excited .... pray that I'll pass my bs test cos I wanna be a bs teacher in e future!!! Today learned abt spiritual gifts ... Yeah .... I going onto Victorious Living Soon! Another level for me !! Well... I greatly blessing by Joseph's teaching .... gd choice yea ? Hope I didn't chose the wrong bs teacher . After bs .... hey Jo passed me 2 cds given from Daniel . Sun Ho's cd and a worship cd ! Daniel knew I like it ... ritght choice? One of the Songs in the cd I love most ... How Awesome is this Place. Had a 1 hr 15 min bs .... see he thought 45 mins only. Went home at around 4pm, recruit express called n ask me to resume to them for admin job .... Hmm .... pray that I can get that admin job .... N I pray that I'll be healthy and my bro'll let me gg chc on thurs ... Holy Spirit give me wisdom n strength to do it..... I'm too tired .... dun wanna have a lonely CNY this yr .... hope that I can have gathering with my friends and my cg members!

2007-02-11T07:07:00.001-08:00

Hope is found in Christ Divine
All my past I've left Behind
Let Your Glory Shine
All I've gained I counted lost
I press on to Your Higher Call
I long to know You more

This is the Hour
I can feel Your Power

Destiny calling out to Me
Closer God to Thee
Destiny, My Eternity
God in Heaven, You are all I need

Holy,Holy
God Almighty
Let the Whole world Sing
Glory,Glory
Jesus You shall Reign ....

Here is My Life Lord Jesus
All I have I give to You
You're My God and My Saviour
You make all things New

My Life is on the Altar
I give my Heart to You
In You I've foumd my purpose
My reason for living is You

You're My Source and My Salvation
Nothing compares to You
All of My Days, I Long to know You more
Holy Spirit Pour Down like Water
I'm hungry for Your Touch
Each Breath I take, I give My All to You

Your Words are Life Eternal
To Whom do I go besides You
My dreams and My desires
I lay them at Your feet

Jesus I give You All
All that I am is Yours ....

2007-02-11T06:50:00.001-08:00

Yes .... today actually I wanted to gg for prayer mtg .... but its too late. So, I went to Bingren's House N376 makeup cg mtg instead. Actually I wanted to meet Helen, but she had already reached Bingren's House. So Hans called me and tel me the directions how to gg to Bingren's House. I reached Bingren's Hosue at 3pm ... 1 hr late .... but at least I make my way for cg mtg. Didn't bring my bible n pen along ... so shared abible with a guy beside me. After cg mtg, Bingren's dog ... that Lucky .... so kawaii ! We touched the dog .... Eee... Lucky's salvia ...it was so curious ... looking at my bag ?! Actually Hans wanted to send me to the bus-stop cos I want to gg home .... but in the end He teach his friend to play guitar. So I walked to the bus interchange with Liwei's cg members ... Helen, Jinru, Suling .... Etc. Today gotta know a new friend ... Hans friend .... Fukai when I was in the same mrt with him on the way back home. Haha .... They thought I love Jiarong ..... No lah! No one else yet ..... Amen!!! Pray that tmr can meet Joseph .... my new bs teacher .... for bible study end of christian lifestyle. Hmm .... Hans now on victorious living already, I wanna jia you!!! I want to be healthy, be more mature ..... know more abt the word of God, can gg into choir ministry, and be a bs teacher!!! Its my Dream !!!

2007-02-10T06:02:00.001-08:00

Arrgh! This morning went marketing with my mum .... so dissapointed with my mum .... she say those words to make me sad! Today can't gg church .... mes.g Joseph those words n He told me not to give up unless I dun love God. So ... this afternoon, I went online to view sv .... suddenly I sense that my brother came home ..... Oh my gosh I nearly got caught! I must learn to be wiser n learn to keep secrets. So again at night, I went online to view last wk's sv .... Hmm its Rev. Dr. Ulf Ekman 's sermon ' Blessing'. Gotta pray again so that i can gg for tmr's prayer mtg.

Hi

2007-02-08T06:10:00.001-08:00

Hi .... I feel so bad .... actually I choose Lawrence to be my bs teacher, but I chose Joseph in the End. But, Thank God that Lawrence's a forgiving guy .... so nice n caring. Today dunno why suddenly Daniel call me and ask such strange things .... cos I worry for him mah, its confidential!!!! Wow .... I love my cg n my church n my family n friends around me, N of cos Jesus n God !

Things for me to do EveryDay :

- Pray for Abel
- Pray for my Dad n my family
- Pray for my cg n someone
- Pray for my Breakthrough
- See if I can gg for Prayer Mtg first .... Haiz
- Pray for Johnny
- Pray for church
- Pray for Xw and Lawrence

Oh God.... I pray I can gg for cg mtg n bs n for chinese new year. I miss my church n my everything .... I love to be in the house of God .... When u're there for me ..... I Believe that U'll Made A Way for me!!!

2007-02-06T20:06:00.001-08:00

Haiz .... afternoon I went to recruit express ... cos I was late so I gotta wait. After interviewing me, the girl asked me to wait for reply for admin job. Today granny didnt cook dinner so I went to takeaway dinner. When I went home ... then I receive a mes.g from Daniel, he said he cant give me bs study anymore, cant be helper cos he needs to build up his spiritual life. He's really a nice n patience bs teacher, n its a blessing to have him as my bro in christ. I thank God for giving me so much wonderful things n my cg members caring for me and cgl. Hmm... I'll pray for Daniel, must learn to be understanding. How I wish that I could gg for mass class .... see how. Maybe for now, I'm still choosing a bs teacher. Must pray that I can gg for cg mtg n prayer mtg .... I believe that if God's there for me, Who can be Against Me?!

2007-02-03T07:15:00.001-08:00

Today Rev. Dr Ulf Ekman came to our church to preach. This morning I got a bad stomache .... but in the afternoon, I feel alright. Actually today I really wanted to gg for the sv .... but I didn't gg. I MISS MY CHURCH .... N MY CG MEMBERS N MY EVERYTHINGS IN MY CHURCH !!! When ever I went online to view sv, I feel happy but inside my heart I feel miserable. WHY??? And having difficulties to have bs. Can someone pls pray for me? Thanks to those of my friends n my cg members who prayed for me. There're too much breakthroughs for me .... I still have a long long way for me to go . I must really learn to be more mature in my thinking .... n more practical. Actually I was thinking to buy apocket bible .... but see how first. I still love my precious moment bible, but too bad they dun have precious moment pocket bible. Hmm .... I must really pray that I can gg for tmr's sv. Chinese New Yr is coming .... finally ! Yeah I pray that I can gg church .... hees . I love to be in the House of God .... when the presence of God is with me .... and everyone! May God bless my cg and my church !!!!

2007-01-28T06:08:00.001-08:00

Today I went to market with my mum .... so crowded and got pasar malam. So my mum bought many vegetables and fishes .... whoa so heavy .... after that we went to the coffeshop for breakfast. Then after having our breakfast, and we went home. Finally we reached home, so I helped my mum to pack up with the vegetables and the fishes. After that, I quickly went to prepare and change and went out. So I went to the bus stop, waited so long for mrt.... and it took 30mins to reach expo. But cos I was late for sv , so I had to sit all the way back cos all the seats in the hall are occupied. Today I'm greatly blessed by Rev Dr A. R. Bernard's preaching ... when the sv is abt to end, and we sang the Destiny song in chinese, my first time singing the song in chinese! After sv, I went to look for Daniel, Joseph, Lawrence, John, Quanshun. Actually I can have lunch with my cg members, but I chose to have bs cos Daniel is in the rush to gg back to the office. And I took a train home .... I reached home at 4pm. And I heard that my grandma got a fall, but Thank God its not so serious.

My cousin's Wedding

2007-01-22T04:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went to my aunt's house with my mum for my cousin's wedding cos of my cousin's traditional wedding ... Whoa many of the relatives and my cousin's friends ... we reached my aunt's house at 11am .... there got buffet, so finally its lunch time ... and there got buffet, n I got myself beehoon n curry and many delicious food. Waited for so long until 1pm, then my mum ask us to stay in the kitchen must wait for the bride and bridegroom to go into the house, then we can go to the living room, finally the wedding couple gg into the house ... whoa they looked so beautiful and handsome. Then my cousin's husband saw my aunt but he call her auntie, not mama.... cos shuqing say must drink the wedding cup of tea then call 'mama' .... they disturb disturb mah. Finally waited for half an hour, its time for the wedding cup of tea ceremony! My cousin 's mum and dad first, then follow by my sec aunt and sec uncle to third and her husband , and my mum, then my fifth aunt and her husband and six aunt and her husband followed ny last aunt and her husband. ... Then my cousin's bro and sisters. After that haha.... eh... how come we children and teenagers got hongbao but aunts they all dun have? I also dun understand???! I got so many relatives ya? N my father's side, I got 4 aunt and 1 uncle. So at around 330pm , we went home .... so I took a nap ... Hmm havin' a sweet dream with the music on .... then suddenly there was no music! I thought what happened to my hi-fi ... chey it was my mum ... N I wake up and eat some food, then went for a bath... Again I got myself dressed up and my makeup on, so me and my mum went downstairs to wait for my 3rd uncle's car to gg to my cousin's wedding dinenr. N we reached there at 745pm and we went into the ballroom it was so grand but the wedding dinner start at 8 plus, cos gotta wait for everybody to reach there.... wow the wedding couple invited so many ppl and so many tables .... and finally the bride and the bridegroom went to stage to cake the wedding cake and to pour the wine into the cups on the table which is on the stage. N after they finish doing that, then the waiters and the waitress serve us with delicious food, finally 10pm n its the last serving, the dessert ... ok lah. The service at the hotel restaurant was good man! Yes ... the wedding dinner had come to a end .... so I congrated my cousin and her husband and their in-laws and my aunt's family .... n me and my mum waited shuqing and her financee xiangkun to send us home. Fianlly we reached home!

2007-01-20T06:08:00.000-08:00

Today can't gg for sv .... I miss everyone ... So I went out with my mum to my six aunt's shop to buy shoes ... and also ended up buying a few T-Shirts and dresses. Tmr we are going to attend my cousin's wedding. My mum is preparing for her dresses for tmr ... searching this and that one.

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2007-01-18T20:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday wake up early in the morning cos my aunties are coming over to my house, and then later gotta help my mum carry those stacks of account books to the audit firm ..... Then also went online to view last week's sv. Wow .... Delirious was there last week !!!! Praise God! N Pastor Tan Yeping preached abt How Shall We Live ? .... great sermon , I'm geatly blessed by his preaching. Hope that today I can gg for peiyun' cg ..... u know lah that makeup ... Heard tmr Pastor Kong's coming back to preach The Cultural Mandate ( Part B ). This week Daniel's having problems on his career .... Hmm ... looks like I've gotta pray for him. N also pray that he'll have enough time to give me bs .... cos I'm hungry for the Word of God man ....My mum says that tmr she'll bring me to my six aunt's shop to buy a pair of shoes .... well see how first .... cos for the wedding dinner and coming new year.

2007-01-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

Today I went to the bank with my mum. My mum just sell away alot of newspaper and clothes and computer .... so I helped her and she gave me $5 . Actually tonaite I can gg out but suddenly I can't cos I last min then let my mum know. I feel so dissapointed cos' I can't gg for prayer mtg .... Hmm .... looks like gotta wait for next wk and see how lorx. Tmr must gg bank again to settle my things. Today spent $14 .... now I know only when u use your own money to spent then u'll feel the pinch . No wonder my grandma keep asking me to save money.

Hi all

2007-01-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

Hi all .... yesterday went online to view the live sv ... abt what Pastor Kong preached last sun abt The Cultural Mandate sermon. I'm so blessed by Pastor Kong's preaching ... what he preached abt culture, 7 needs of human needs like spirituality, love, self-esteem, knowledge, freedom and aesthetic. And many more things . Now finally I realised one thing in my life, human beings are imperfect .... some ppl around u may betray u and some ppl may not betray u cos this's the way how u trust ppl. But to me, only God is perfect! So I'll learn to trust ppl carefully.... and learn to keep secrets. Now then I know that being human beings is not easy, but just be practical cos we gotta watch what we speak and listen. John is right .... the world is unfair so we must learn to be mature . Haiz.... being a christian is not so easy. Pray that I can attend tmr's prayer mtg, I love God's house and my bros and sis in christ and my everything. I so blessed to have friends and my cg members to care for me also Daniel ... he 's a gd bro in christ, Lawrence, Hans .... Xw, John and Irene and those ppl and my friends.

Hello

2007-01-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone ..... I was so like what .... asked Daniel can eat offering food or not .... then he say eat by faith. Stupid of me yah?? Went online to view live services today .... , but I'll be more happy if can gg church for sv. .Learned something from the sermon online .... God has a destiny in our lifes for everyone. Cos Jesus is our strength ! The world is unfair .... I can't gg church for this and that .... why like this one? I can't wait for chinese new year to arrive man. But my mum saw me watching the live sv ... she just take a look and walk away. Thank God she didn't scold me .... Phew.

2007-01-13T22:00:00.000-08:00

So sad today .... can't gg church for sv ..... can only gg online view live sv sometimes reception no good .... asked shiwah ... she said God is moulding me cos of breakthroughs again and again. Oh Holy Spirit ..... please give me wisdom to let me know what shld I do? Ya shiwah is right .... God wants to mould me to learn to be more mature. This afternoon went popular to buy worship cd cos my aunt bless me $$. Daniel asking me tmr going for sv or not .... I wanted to gg but dun have the strength to ask my bro .... I knew it ... must be 0% lah .... unless got special occasion or what. Stupid Me don't have the faith and strength to ask my bro ... Next wk got prayer mtg n our cg is involved at boon lay church .... pray that I can attend but still got to leave early. Hope that next wk Daniel'll be able to give me bs .... I'm hungry for the Word of God. And pray that I'll put God in the first place in my life no matter what happens to me .... I pray that God'll heal and cure my illness. Oh God .... help me . I feel so sad when I gg online to view the live sv cos I can't gg for sv.

My favourite songs

2007-01-12T19:30:00.000-08:00

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care
What the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright

Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world
Would know your name
We're gonna be alright

Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know his word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
( We're gonna be alright )

Salvation is here
Salvation is here and it lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free

Salvation is here
Salvation is here and he lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause you are alive and you live in me

When my world was in darkness

You spoke Your word

Night turned into Day

Your beauty filled this Place

When my world stood in silence

You filled my heart

With songs that never end

Forever I will Praise

To think that the Universe

Could not withold Your Glory

You choose to live in me

I'm so amazed

( And ) I worship You Lord

My Life in You Restored

Here is my heart

Make it Your sanctuary

For nobody else

But Jesus only ( You )

You are faithful and true

Glorious Lord

All My Life

It is You I Adore

You've touched my soul

Completed my World I surrender to You

praise n worship songs

2007-01-11T21:55:00.000-08:00

How Awesome is this Place
The Gate of Heaven
How Awesome is this Place
Here's Where I found You
Gave me a New Heart and a Family
Made My Dreams Dance for Joy

How Awesome is this Place
People are Healed Here
How Awesome is this Place
Blind Men can see Here
United We Stand in Your Purpose
Giving Our Lives
To Build Your Mighty Church

I Love Your House
It's Where Your Glory Dwells
I Love Your House
A Place filled with Miracles
It's Where people come into Your Love
Yes, I'm gonna Tell the World
How Awesome is this Place

How Awesome is this Place
Angels descend Here
How Awesome is this Place
History's Made Here
United We Stand in Your Presence
Giving Our Lives
To Build your Mighty Church

Your Greatness has No Boundaries
My Heart is filled with Praise
You Gave Your Life to Save Me
And I won't deny it

I am forever Greatful
To You the highest Praise
I am a Child of God
No I won't deny it
No I won't deny it

Great is Our God
Great is Our God
Make His Praise Loud
Make It Loud
Make It Loud

No I won't deny it
No I won't deny it

Great is Our God
Yeah He reigns forever

Shopping .....

2007-01-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

Hi .... today went out with my mum and aunt .... and we went shopping at John Little cos got sale. Becos my aunt is a member of John Little, so we went there to buy bedsheets mah .... got discount .... my mum bought a flower type bedsheet and powerpuff girls bedsheet for me as there aren't many types of other bedsheets .... no choice offer mah. I was thinking ..... if I can gg for sun sv or not .... haiz I know the chances is quite low .... unless a miracle happens if my bro'll let me gg for sv. God ..... tell me what shld I do? I can't wait for chinese new year to come to visit my chc. Yah .... by the way I wanna thank God that I'm greatly blessed by my aunt for her gift, and things my mum bought for me although sometimes she dun like me to gg church. I dun expect her to get saved .... I only hope that she'll let me gg church and I'll be very happy already.

2007-01-10T22:55:00.000-08:00

Yoz I'm back again! Today went to my auntie's house to learn how to make prawn roll ..... help her out.... yeah my second auntie blessed me a new pyjamas .... something like skirt. Hehe... I can save some money for this year's chinese new yr clothes. Arrgh .... I missed my bros and sis in christ .... n my everything in my church. Breakthrough and breakthrough again, I really feel like giving up! I'm very tired ... but Abel told me ..... trust in God cos his friend took a few yrs to overcome his breakthrough. Being a child of God is not easy, ya?? We live in a broken world .... human beings r imperfect, but only God is perfect. Anyway, my bro Lawrence is now doing property agent... so pray that everything is going to be smooth and right. Hehe.... so I can assist my bro and if he earns money, then I can have 10% commission.... I pray that this day will come soon, cos I really really need $$$ !!! Pray that God'll help me overcome my financial difficulties. I received a mes.g from Daniel ... He told me that he can't give me bs this week ..... somemore this sat can't gg church ..... how to have bs this sat??? My cousin is getting married on 21 Jan '07 .... oh... I need to attend her wedding dinner .... luckily I got a new skirt .... dont need to spent $$$ again. I feel that my blog is so boring .... hey how to make a tagboard? I really need to save $$$ !

2007-01-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

Friday went out with John,Joseph,Roy.... Eric n Daniel and Xw and Lawrence .... yes we went to the cafe. We had a great time fellowshipping with one another.... order food and snacks and we play many games.... oh so exiciting man! Thank God I reached home in time. I missed ..... really really missed my bros in christ and also my sisters in christ alot .... can wait to gg back to church! I miss my church, pastors and my friends in church and everything!!!!! Yesterday and Today..... stayed at home help to clean the house as chinese new year is coming soon ...... today just went out with my mum .... but ended up buying no clothes .... but went ntuc to buy somethings. Recently ... I got some skirts and shirts from my mum and my auntie.

2007-01-04T20:25:00.000-08:00

Yes!!! Long time never met my cg members.... I miss them .... But nvr mind later I can meet them at nite.... at cafe. So happy yesterday, when Amara Hotel to meet Daniel at Burger King to have Bible Study. Whoa.... had a 1 hr bs long man, after bs when we'll abt to leave, suddenly a guy went to Daniel and ask, why going to church is so important, and Daniel said that going to church so that we can praise n worship God n We can listen to the word of God and can fellowship more often. Cos that so called guy he stopped going to church for a long time cos of his parents objection .... thats y he ask Daniel that question. Anyway I hope that the guy will start to gg back to church.

2007-01-02T22:33:00.000-08:00

Yeah! Finally my brother let me gg church for sv just cos of the Bethelem Candlelight X'mas and the Carnival X'mas Games. I was abit late when I reached church but still can make it on time.... so finally I found my cg members and we sat together.... some of them cos I'm abit late. So sv started.... and we sang many christmas songs n praise n worship songs. Finally we get to sit down and we watched the drama .... of Jesus Christ. Wow.... what a touching movie.... I' was touched man! So happy today.... Xw gave me a necklace for X'mas Gift.... and the rest of our gals in my E286 CG only. Then .... after watching the christmas drama, we sang songs and finally pastor kong then say let us take out our candle and we waited to lit the fire on the candle.... suddenly when I was singing the songs , then the Holy Spirit told me .... turned behind to see if anyone still haven lit the fire on the candle and I saw a gal who haven lit the candle, so I use my candle to lit the fire onto her candle.... and she smile. After sv, we headed to the X'mas Carnival Games.... actually Hankiong, John, Daniel Ang,Irene,Quanshun,Joanna and her friend Claris and another friend.... sorry I forgot her name. They asked me to gg for the bumpy ride but I refused to gg so they went ahead only me, hankiong and Claris. So after that I wanted to play games so Daniel blessed me the ticket and I win a monkey for the spin the ride games.... just have to turn and I got no 1. I also saw Cindy... actually I wanted to take the boat ride but Cindy say its for children so I did not play the boat ride game. After that.... so I went to see the guys play the soccer game.... so they called John's bro .... Adam to join them. And I saw Adam .... I chat with him then he say he's going to be a cg leader soon. So actually Adam is not so fierce, but friendly. I told Adam... u and John look two world apart from the looks, so he asked me .... Adam and John who look for more handsome? So I kept quiet.... and smiled. And Adam said,' of course its me lah!', so I told John and he said,'Yah....'

2006-12-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

Hehe..... now finally I realised that everyone in E286 cares for me ..... Sorry E286 I'm wrong that I misunderstood u all. Of course my ex-cg members also care for me just that sometimes I irritates ppl. Haiz.... the world is just so unfair man.... only my God is fair. I pray that I'll learn to be more mature in my thinking N my actions.

2006-11-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

Hi all .... tomorrow its time for me to start work at uncle tibits..... a new environment for me. Tmr gotta meet Daniel for bs first before i go for work. But, I m having another Breakthrough again.... maybe God wants to give me a challenge. Can't gg church again.... so gotta ask my bs teacher to help me buy workbk for me.... this and that. Thank God that I still can tithe cos .... hehe.... its a secret. Must use our wisdom.... John is right .... he always have a strong feeling n its always so like.... on sat nite, he insist that he feels that I shld gg home early or my parents will complain again. But I refuse to listen to him, see now? I can't gg church for sv. I really regret for not listening to John's advice. N from now onwards, I'll learn to be more mature and more responsible for my actions. I'll learn to keep secrets from now onwards and will learn to be more independent!

2006-11-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

Hello..... its a long time i haven post my blog! I always thought that that's no one who really care for me in my cg, but until nw I realise that my cg loves me.... especially daniel, xiaowei, roy, hankiong, john n lawrence n irene and ppl around me. Just that sometimes I am irritating lorx. Hey yesterday I went for prayer mtg .... now i m having financial difficulties so I just happen to found a hp.... so I was thinking shld I take n sell away the hp??? But suddenly the holy spirit is telling me 'no' so I pass it to the counter. Although I regret, but at least I feel that I did the right thing. Recently trying to find jobs .... especially u know lah.... so I really pray that God will make a way for me, especially u guys know uprise n build is comin' . Oh God please help me.... Oops .... somebody's birthday is coming soon ..... well, I m going to give that person a big surprise man! Now what I wish is that I'll get a job soon.

2006-10-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hello! I always wanted to gg for my own cg mtg.... but many times I had to gg for Bro Ian's makeup cg mtg. But last thurs, I told my mum that I wanted to gg for own cg mtg but she just dont let me gg... so me n my friends prayed for me.... N I kept asking my mum to let me gg but she refused... so I kept begging her.... until she say okay.... u may attend your own cg mtg but this is e only time! Yes ... I' was like so happy n so blessed by what Sis Xw preached that night .... N thank god jeff offered to send me home or I'll get scolding from my mum. God had made a way for me! Also thank god that I got many gifts from my aunts n my uncle.... god is good all the time, n all the time god is good! Saturday I went for Bs N Sv .... I'm so blessed by what Pastor Kong preached N Daniel ... my Bs teacher so patience to teach me when I forgot n sometimes I dont understand. Yup, I learn alot abt thanksgiving .... N during sv we prayed for miracle healing .... Now I understand abit abt miracle healing. Thank god I can fellowship with my cg members .... had a great time with them!

Hi...

2006-09-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hi ... sorry for not posting the blog for so long. Recently, many things changed in my life... I really need to be more mature. Like, knowing a friend from a job agency that he was also a city harvester! Lawrence was correct.... everything he teachs me, its right. Sometimes I choose not to listen until when I regret... its too late. He's someone that I can seek for help from him, a good bro in christ. I really need to change, God help me! And Roy... he's a very nice bro also, cares for me when I'm in trouble yet I keep disturbiing him. N having Daniel to give me Bs... being patient with me, sometimes when I'm late. I really need to fellowship more with my cg members... but sometimes I can't, oh I really wish that God can make a way for me. Well.... that's life. Now I only hope that I can get my breakthrough, n pray that god'll give me wisdom and I'll be always hungry for the word of God, N pray that I'll always put Jesus Christ in the first place in my life no matter what happens to me in the future. I really pray that God'll made a way for me, am i being too greedy for so many wishes??

Yoz...

2006-08-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

Yoz... today wake up 8am to gg market with my mum to buy stuff.... so tired. Finally I reached home... get prepared to meet my friend 'shanhui' .... long time nvr see her. So I meet her at city hall, so she came and we went for lunch. Whoa.... had a long time waiting to buy my lunch. So finally me and shanhui finally got to find a place and we sat down to eat. After that, we had a hard time searching for the suntec city tower 2 to gg for job interview. When we reached there, actually it was a job agency so I told the interviewer that I wanted to look for a bkshop sales asst, full or part-time job. I found that from the chc marketplace brochure. So thank god he said he'll email my particulars and wait for the shop assistant to respond. After that I went shoping with shanhui cos' she say she need a pair of shoes.... so finished doing all the shopping, we went home.

Outing

2006-08-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hi all... today is National Day! Finally today I went fellowshipping with my cg... so we went to somerset for buffet. The Rice Table restaurant... Many of them were late so we ordered the food to eat first. I eat so many food and the mutton curry was so spicy that I cant take it, but I still managed to finish. No choice... the prawns, chicken curry was so spicy.... still have to eat, I paid $13/= .... what to do? Or it'll be a waste... Yummy... the soup there was so delicious! After lunch, we went shopping to buy a birthday present for John.... something, Soccer FootBall! Whoa... today's national day programme not bad.... quite exciting, today I had a nice day.

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2006-07-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

Yoz.... hallelujah! I'm back again, so happy and excited today cos I went for sv and prayer mtg! Trying so hard... and most of my friends praying for me, finally I can gg church today. Today I reached church and went to meet for my cg members... and sv started. Well, today I am blessed by the pastor's preaching and after sv we went for lunch. The fd court was so crowded but I still managed to buy nasi lemak then we went back to Foyer 3 to eat our lunch. Whoa.... Thank God I make it in time although I'm abit late, yes I admit for prayer mtg. Maybe now I shld learn to accept the fact that the world is .... I mean abit unfair. Well, that's life.... the society is just so realistic.